after a tiring day of work..
a good treat for me is either youtubing/msn
OR babbling to MR about anything....
but tonight is just another night of me youtubing..
and here is another favourite music video of mine
Empire State of Mind- jay-Z & Alicia Keys:)



i jus love alicia keys' voice..
gosh..
it's super soulful..

Visitations to hospitals nowadays are such a task..
you have to register and get stickers and yea..
limit to the visiting hours only
so yup..we almost have a fight with the counter people at SGH yesterday..
i think they should be more well adversed with handling stuff...
there are records in the computers so why are they making our lives miserable...
and causing precious time wasted....
so yes....hospital visits in Singapore is getting way irritating...

on another note...
i think they have really good food at SGH..
fell in love with the nasi ayam penyet store..
yummylicious...
tt took the grumpyness off me for abit..
nyai is on the road of recovery....
so yea...nothing to worry
jus need loads of recuperation..and the physiotheraphy sessions




this was taken at the hopsital window..
look at how the fog and mist( or haze)...
it's that bad...
sooo scary....gosh:(

should i or should i not join??
ergh....i hate stage frights..
it gives me the totally uncomfortable feelin in the pits
of my stomach...

anyway 2nd week of SSM(service skills methodolgy)
survived yet another hectic day
of bootcamp training..
carried plates on 1 hand....
which is really a challenge as the weight is resting
on your fingers....
so yea it's a disadvantage of left handeds like me..
i do stuff with my right hand...
it's a huge setback...coz i'm not used to it....
and yea..with my everlasting sweaty palms..
it's another misfortune
bt well..managed to eventually do it..
amd learning to uncork and cork wine bottles..
that was fun too:)..
i'm proud to say i can do it skillfully now:p....

it's just another boring day
and yea...nothing much is happening at the moment:p..
bleargh........
halloween's coming..
aint celebrating it this year round..
shucks.....
bt hopefully another fun weekend ahead alrite:)

you know how a movie can easily influence
a viewer's attention......and make them get hooked on to it..
expecially with a good storyline..
effects..great actors/actress....
awesome scenes

and one movie that i wont get bored of
is LOTR....(lord of the rings)
i always have this fetish with the ring...
and i always want to get it for myself..
but didnt managed to......
so yea....i love it still....
no matter how many times it's aired on tv..
or i've watched it online....
i still love it
and i will watch it till the end....
:)

i'm loving the new job...
its really great making new friends..
went to chill for awhile with hanisa....
and we chatted and share stuff....
credits to alina for recommending this job to me aite:)...

and i'm contemplating whether to stay on @ Holland v
it's been kinda mundane lately..
no fire and no push there..
i'm not learning anything new at the moment..
and it's getting suckier day by day:(

hm....anticipating the sch days ahead of me....
i dont know whether it's going to be challenging
or not.......
whether i will be able to take it this semester..
but somehow i'm really-really looking forward to SSM operations
after the bootcamp....

on a lighter note...
a smile lit up my face today...
casual remark..bt yea..
it just makes my day...
the questions that was popping in my head...
have answers finally:)...

i've survived the torturous day of SSM(service skills methology)
it's really effing hard..
imagining carrying bricks on trays...
bottles of water ..everything in court shoes
it's been eons since i wore court shoes
and it hurts the delicate feet of mine which are used to flip flops
students are freaking pale and drained out of their blood
by Mr Goh...he's an instructor..
who is freaking strict, sarcastic and loud
he will treat you with no mercy if there are mistakes
imagine Gordon Ramsay's Hell Kitchen
multiple by 10 worse...
however i'm tickled by everything..
no complaint for me towards him..i sort of love him:)
okie..must be a sick person to love him
bt trust me..he's adorable and not scary at all......

ooo..after a whole day of tt..
i've quickly msged as promise to declare my survival...
hahaha..and of coz to complain as he promised to be my listening ear for the day
so i managed to complain abit..and told him of the trainings..
and he was proud of me:):)....
yeay!! i feel the achievement too:P
the complaints continued at nite...after his bowling session..
eventhou he was very tired....
can freaking hear it from his voice..
he listened patiently to my whinings...
i can whine i tell you
we continued updating bout how sarcatic Mr Goh could be...
and tanny called too:)..
she was checking on me...
awwww i feel loved..
hehehehe..and a whole bunch of ppl listened to my whining..includes diana and nazreen
rahman was super kind enough to carry my HEAVY BAG!!
when i was in tampines to meet him up...
thanks bachai..love you too:)
i was sort of limping by the end of the day...
but SSM was enjoyable..
wish my bachai all the luck!!
*blows kisses*...
good luck bachai:)

have you ever questioned yourself..
how sometimes it feels soooo comfortable to talk to someone...
like the other person actually listens to you...
and you are sooo at ease:)
it's just yourself....when you're on the phone..
or in person...you can bitch...vent your frustrations..whine...
joke and criticise without worrying...
it's just that comfort feeling..
and you wouldnt wanna end the conversation....
you can practically share anything...
and yea...exchange stories too...

in fact the only person who ever listened
and i'm totally comfortable to talk to for hours and hours..
is that one particular person....
well the person knows bout it..
and we do enjoy talking on the phone..
or in person....
hahaha....despite me speaking totally singlish...
is not a matter to me..coz i'm used to it when i have to...:p
i was excited thou after soo long that the person
randomly pick up the phone and called me...
and yea stutters after that...
it was hilarious...but well..
i understand the guy was expecting another reaction from me thou...
it didnt work out tt way..
i gave a shock for that person...when i sounded excited...
hadta share the story with diana and ct eventually:)

i guess i need a good conversationalist....
and other characters in a man:)..
*beams:)....

PEPS reunion was super cool..
okie la it was jus the 9 of us...
but ohwells..
the jokes and old sch stories were still cracking us up:)
each of us have our own signature stories..

azman-the cry baby for BCG injection
fir-right hand man of suhaimi
raihan-super shy boy
nazra-EM1 boy & asst head perfect
liza-ex gf of fir
fartika-the EM3 girl
azhar-the boy who got bullied
Res & Me-the love letter story:)

another great night to remember..
hope to see you guys soon:)