hm...2dae woke up realli late..
coz of my idiotic neighbours upstairs....
the parents were nt in town...so their kids brought over frens...
and they were makin hellava racket man....
i cldnt sleep the whole nite...
i feel like bombing the place down....so irritatin........
argh!!!!i promise 2 call the police if dis happens again...
mark my words........i will call the police...if they make noise again......
i got a hagnover dis mornin...my head was spinnin and i felt like bangin my head 2 the wall....

i realise i cant sahut la........
coz i will make business in the mornin and den stomach empty..
whn its empty i will haf gastric....
i hate tt feelin......
ish luckily its nearin 2 the end.....
or nt i will suffer again....
deepavali is here...yay!!!!!soon la..
i wanna eat ladu.....long time nvr eat alreadi.....
shall bug mommy 2 cook curry soon and eat it wif chapati....
yay!!!!!

woke up realli early 2dae......
met ana at woodlands 2dae...and den her god bro....
who is realli cute...hehehehe.....but nt 2worri......
jus a small crush.....so aniwae took bus from woodlands 2 tampiness...
and reached ITE tamp realli early den shecduled time...
den waited 2 the rest 2 come and meetin was kick off.......

posted 2 the publicity team...the publicists....
yupz....gotta publicise it realli soon....
well..commitment has 2 b dere...so dat means no slackin ard or nt attendin meetins...
or nt fines will b given....like tt burned my pocket seh....
operation rockstar comp.....everythin is still in proposal...
but i haf a feelin it will b approved...since the feedback is gonna b great...
so any bands outta plz get in2 gear 2 practise...auditions are next year...
ard feb.....means busy2 mths ahead...but all dis experience is 4 the long run....
am lookin 4ward since its a big project......
so peeps who always browse thru my blog....
word of mouth plz...nt confirmed yet but do inform 2 ur frens.....

operation rockstar competition....
its a band comp....
max 6 member....no age limit...
need 2 consist of at least 2 ite students...and the rest can b outsiders....
prizes r veri promising.....
its a comp 2 showcase ur talents.....
everythin is still nt confirmed yet...but plz try 2 pass ard the info.....
coz ur support means everythin...thank u...
its like STARDOM 4 those who noe bout it.....but rockstar is concentrated on bands....

whoa my back aches from carryin those 2 flowerpots home from mom's workplace...
its sooo painful.....

been ultra busy dis few daes....
till no time 2 blog.....
i was worried sick 4 my frens...4 their results....
till not enuff rest la...goodness........
and now feelin okie at the moment....

jus finished makin my cornflakes cookies.....
brownies is up next but nt 2dae.....
cleanin is done here and dere.....but deres more cleanin up 2 do.....
plenty i shall sae......
been feelin tired and sooo....
went giant yesterdae nite wif mommy and 2nd sis...
gottta get all those grocery shoppin done....
dis is wat happens whn raya is comin...
everythin is rushin...no time 2 rest...especially whn u're borned as daughters....
can nvr run away from chores and if its a mlay family....
sae bye2 2 freedom whn its nearin raya....
hahahaha..but helpin ard is fun eventhou tiring....
hm...my brunei cousins are nt comin dis year....am missin dem dearly2.....
i dont noe whn i wld b able 2 see dem again...its been a year alrite....
and cousin from aussie wont b in s'pore 2....wat a borin family raya it will b dis year...
so i shall go out wif frens 4 visitin...better make sure alina...ur house gt open house aite....
hehehehehe....and make sure its wif ur bro's 2...get wat i mean...hehehehe

whole body achin from carryin stuff and cleanin the house....
gotta wake up realli early 2morrow mornin.....gotta go tamp 2morrow aite...
hope abg can spend more daes in spore dis year.....i sooo gonna teased abg realli soon...
i missin everi1 so much...but hm....mommy wont let me go out....
and i understand..since i'm the only 1 free....so dis year.....all chores on me la....

SC graduation party was 2dae....
in the mornin went shoppin wif sis 1st.....
bought my handbag.....at tangs....
den off 2 look 4 sis's shoes....4 raya...
saw it at heatwave....and she was happy wif it...it was brown in colour...
yupz choosed tt 4 her....
den off 2 find earrings 4 both of us.....
since sis had piercins at last..she wld happily wear earrings...
yay!!!at last la.....
den she bought dis 9-in-1 multi purpose hairt thingy...
can curl and straighten and stuff....
wat a nice thingy....shall experiment wif my hair.....
had a haircut at diva's saloon.....auntie who cuts artistes hair all the time..
but u will b deceived at how the shop looks like....hehehehehe
auntie shld go renovate it la...goodness....

den off 2 meet my frens at bishan 2 go sch......
waited 4 my darling nisa...who was late...hahahaha
but nevertheless...we got 2 catch up bout sch and our poor2 lockers....
and saw mats as usual.....
graduation part was erm...okie la i guess..
as usual the foto freaks took pics....and so on....
crappiness....

after tt decided 2 haf dinner 2gether.......
at LJS.....took a bit more pics.....
den after like 8 plus or so...off back home.....
a okie dae wif the "king" aka rafiah crackin jokes....
and the other peeps of SC....
graduation party 4 last time.....last meetin wif jan intake...
haish......how time flies ah...

woke up ard 840 dis morning...
it was early 4 me okie....especially on sundae...
mommy wanted 2 go johor 2dae 2 buy raya cookies...
so gotta follow her.....
and i did sumthn painful 2dae...i forced open my ear stud...
it was whoa pain...but luckily no blood la.....
den put the alcohol thingy 2 cool the pain down....

den off 2 johor....
it was nt tt crowded as i haf expected....
kinda relax actualli...but the vehicles area were jam packed wif cars...
went 2 kotaraya 2 get some stuff 1st like books and some of my stuff...
bought my necklace...mommy paid 4 tt....got it at like RM$37...
cheap2....den saw some realli nice cookies so we bought like 3 boxes of different kind...
den off 2 angsana.....the roads were jam packed again..
whn is johor gonna b like free of cars....
bought more cookies...all those yummy chocolatey cookies....
den i saw dis realli nice silver heels or shoes la.....4 raya.....
since mommy saes its either i buy dere or in s'pore....so i decided 2 buy it dere....
it was realli nice 2 me......and its like only RM70 bucks plus2....hahahaha.....
am a totalli happy gurl 2dae!!!!eventhou my back was achin...since it was heavy
standin 4 a period of time 2.....
oo...and wasnt in the mood 2 walk tt much...since my stomach was havin some problems....
some indigestion and discomfort...

reached s'pore ard 430.....like 2hrs jus 2 reach home...
coz we were on the 2 custom since 230....
the jam was like soooo teruk la...
i almost dozed off in the bus....
the heat and the slow jerking of the bus puts me 2 my LALA land mode....
but however am a happy gurl 2dae!!!!
shall go shoppin 4 my bag 2morrow...and the balance money 2 cut my hair...
yay!!!!all geared up 4 raya...

I am feelin emo again all of a sudden....
dis song reminds me lotsa2 things....
its depressin sittin at home tinkin bout stuff.......
i am feelin tt loneliness...tt missin part
tt achin feelin....
its a realli oudated song but put me back in2 my sorrows whenver i hear dis song...
memories shall remain as it is aite.....




One Last


I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have


[Chorus ]
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both knowIt’s better if we just let it go
Every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have


[Chorus]
Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to hear
So let’s have


[Chorus]
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

went shoppin wif 2nd sis 2dae..
bought a green plain t-shirt 4 myself usin her $$$$ la.....
den got ourselves piercings.....
i got 1 more on my left ear!!!yay!!!
sis sponsored 4 tt la.......

den walked ard lookin 4 raya shoes...
can wait 2 go shoppin wif her on mondae......
and meetin up wif B realli2 soon.....
ooo...gonna break fast at granny's place on sat...
hm....soo nt lookin 4ward 2 tt...coz am nt favourite wif dem...
cannot gum la......

lookin 4ward 2 raya....
gonna meet all my cousins soon.....
and goin out visitin....yay!!!!

didnt haf time 2 blog yesterdae.....
my 2nd sis is being irritatin again....
now i can jus use the com till 1130....
dratyness.....idiotic sis....haiyo...see la...sensitive hearin..
sensitive eyes....den everythin cannot...soo bacin.....

so aniwaes.....yesterdae was my last paper...ACCOUNTS!!!!
i feel shitty after the paper...i seriously dont noe wats goin on...
it was horrendous....i dont tink i will haf a good grade at all....
argh!!!!!STUPID STUPID accounts.....
wat a dae 2 end last dae of sch...
but aniwae saw my fav peep 4 the last time...b4 actualli leaving sch.....
so tok 2 bad 4 awhile yesterdae bout the graduation ceremony comin mondae......
small prom 4 the SCs......haish gonna miss the monster emil.....

met up wif the mly "minas"...dana alina and fara!!!
met up at bugis and break fast at banquet raffles...
i had my yummy!!!chicken chop.....
look at the fries and my chicken chop...so delicious and mouth watery!!!!



den after dinner....went 2 coffee bean 2 slack....
and wat else took pics.......double yay!!!!nt 4gettin dana treated me...thank you DANA!!!



tats my treat of the DAY!!!!



dana and the 2 minas.........fara and me........

us gurls...chillin as always.....



tt is at inter-continental hotel.....it's a nice2 place......

alina looks like a model wif her height
crappin wif the mlay "minas" was fun yesterdae.....
cheered me up a bit....felt better at the end of the dae....
ooo...in the train we saw a guy who wore the same slippers wif alina.....
hahahaha..and he was standing infront of her....
so funny....we were crackin up and laughin2......
i guessed alina a bit paiseh ah...nvm.....joke of the nite!!!!
release tension aight.....nt 2 worry.....u wont meet him again la...

woke up 2dae....day dreamed on my bed....
den slacked ard b4 meeting the rest 4 tutorin and studyin...
went 2 west coast mac 2 study since the east peeps nvr went dere b4....
the weather was nice 2 study....it was windy.....
so mugged 4 accounts...and now i knew how 2 do my bank rec.....
at last.....sooo i tink shall continue muggin later at nite.....

okie..soo after i studied jus now...wat else since yat bought her digi....
we took pics and crapped as usual.....stupid2 pics....
and it was all yat wonderful ideas...hehehehe
under the hot sun summore ah...
i gonna b burnt meat soon la.....
den i managed 2 play 4 abit.....
missed playin playgrd la...
so loose myeslf as always in my own world of playgrd...
screamin2 and shoutin....hahaha...crazy me rite....

den off back home...and i reached at 5.....tt was fast rite...
good....coz i can helped mom and she wont nag.....
helped ard 4 a bit....and slacked reading mags tt sis jus bought dis noon....
gotta go shoppin realli soon wif her....needta buy my shoes and bag
and accessories...yikes...raya is comin man.........

last paper 2morrow...
haish....its achin my heart out
i dowan my hols!!!!i gonna stoned 2 death in my own confinement wif hell here..
ooo man.....tt means chores 4 me...i wan SCH!!!!
haish..last dae 2 see classmates and schmates...
gonna miss hangin out at students hub or formerly known as starhub...by aini....
playin monoply and uno....laughin and jokin...
gonna missed watchin VCDs....
whoa...i soooo gonna miss MR FOONG!!!
his sooo shy2 looks..hahahaha...
he's missing our class also...he was disappointed dat he's nt teachin us no more...
wonder y eventhou our class slacked soo much ah........
argh!!!hate the hols.....no more jan intake alreadi...
baciness.......haish...
i missin everybit of sch.......okie.....wat shall i do......
shall occupy myself makin biscuits or sumthn at home okie......haish....
eh sis...betta bring me go out soon....
and u still owe me buffet treat...........

slept late yesterdae...studyin....
ate sahur 2....and off 2 bed till subuh woke up...den sleep again
den i only woke up at 830 2 get ready 4 sch...hehehe..
2dae no duties...so off 2 sch late....i was refreshed whn i woke up.....
met the cck and yew tee gurls...hehehe..ina and haisah..
and off 2 sch....didnt feel nervous thou....but abit like worried if i haf mind block again....
den came 2 class....and i was sittin nxt 2 izzah...how lucky is dat...hehehehe

did my paper...it was moderate i guessed....
nt tt easy and nt tt hard either.....
hopefully 2 at least get an A..in bzf...
lesser den tt i will feel disappointed la......dont noe y..
coz mayb its my fav subject 4 dis term....

walked ard at junction lookin at shoes 4 raya....
but didnt see anythin nice dere...den off back home....
slept till buke.....wat a nice time 2 sleep....

ooo...wont b puasein dis few daes........
1st dae of the mth...bummer....so early come alreadi....
nt fun la........tts y my stomach was painful dis morning.....
so bacin......ooo i haf been seriously sarcastic dis week and past....
so well....bare wif the ragin HORMONES aite...

gotta go study 2morrow wif the class peeps....
gotta get my accounts rite b4 goin 4 exam...
i jus dowan a subsidiary pass which is E...eww..no way.....

reached home at 12 yesterdae nite.....
was actualli tired...but sumhow i was sooo excited and happy
at 1st it was dead borin and feelin pissed off wif the whole thingy..
instructions were nt clear...it was haywire....
den almost the end.....my energy came back.....
jannah from ite bedok took the crown..
while arik won 4 mr ite....and he's from bishan....way 2 go.....
and 4 gurls, 1st runner up and 2nd runner up is from bishan 2......
way to go BISHAN!!! i am proud 2 b from ite bishan...hehehehe(",)
den the audience came out...took pics wif some of bishan peeps...
happy2........i was sooo elated and grinning from ear 2 ear.....
took wif bishan jannah...who won ms.elegance....




took wif ms ITE and mr charmin.....ms jannah and mr marsh bernard...
pics nt tt clear la...the person dont noe how 2 handle the cam.....



hehehehehe........whoa...
den after clearin the hall....deres a small party....
all SCs...danced in the hall....some danced on stage...wif dance fusion...giler2...
nicey nice....fun la.....after a hard's dae work.....
and gotta go study 4 bzf realli soon......man..2morrows finals alreadi.....
haish......time flies really fast.......

jus came back from ITE machperson...
hehehe...doin usherin wif nisa...inside the hall..
double yay!!!tt means i get 2 watch everythin.....
saw 1 of my pri sch fren in the pageant...also my neighbour la....
hehehe....tts surprisin...muz support la............
got 1 or 2 realli cute guys...whoa!!!!!
cant wait man.........shall support dem...hehehehe....
and also my senior...jannah.....hope she can make it.......

had my OA CA 2dae....
it was nerve wreckin at 1st.....coz i 4get 2 do some applications...
but overall was okie la........
hope 2 get at least a good grade.......
den needta squeeze in bzf and accounts dis weekend...eventhou my weekends are packed.....
haish.....crash course again....
cldnt make it 4 break fast 2morrow wif fara,alina and dana....
hopefully next week can squeeze in some time.......coz its start of my hols........
gonna miss lots of ppl....ppl in sch.....especially teachers....
mr foong is nt teachin us animore...BOOHOO!!!!
den no more B+G grp.........but well its good...
like shu saes....no more heartache.......

ooo....reportin early 2morrow...at 10....goodness...
ending late......another tiring dae............haish.........bacinness........

2dae.....4 the 1st time in my life....
i announced tt i played MONOPOLY!!!!!
hahahaha....veri jakun rite...nvr played b4...
interestin game la.......
played it durin break time......
cldnt get sofa seats again...
seems like dis students haf lunch whole dae wif no lessons.....
goodness.........baciness.....

den see the familiar i passed every dae in sch...
makes me sad 4 abit....gotta miss dis faces.....
coz most of dem r in nitec jan intake....
its gonna b the last dae 2morrow 2 see dis peeps...u noe jus feelin connected..
dat small smiles whn u passed some of dem...eventhou nt close...
tt few grps which brightens the atmosphere in sch.....
it makes my dae alrite.........
whn i come back in Nov....dis faces r gonna b gone.....
den its jus us the july intake....

i realise its a whole diff story after i step out of sec sch..
eventhou i didnt end up in polys or JCs...or MI even...
i was devastated at 1st...coz i missed my frens...lots..
still do actualli but kept myself busy.....2 4get my misfortune
den i entered in2 ITE...which was i tot was a hell nightmare at 1st...
but it changed me completely...i look thins at diff angles....
i was open bout issues and it makes me open up more i guess.....
everythin was new.....
i dont judge thins easily anymore......am neutral most of the time
i start 2 love wat i was studyin...cept 4 BLOODY accounts...
i knew tt hardwork pays off......
sounds as if my life gonna ends soon aite.....
who noes....had encounter near death 3 times....hahaha....
i'm crappin but well...life has been turnin great dis daes......

i mite not discover the true meanin of love yet....
and nt in the rush either....coz at the moment...
its nt wat i wan.......but i am glad wif wat god has given me....
a new life.......a new begginin 2 my chapter....
i tot it was misery at 1st...but its a blessing in disguise....
he sent me ppl who r great...great personalities who helped me thru....
and nvr lettin me 4get my other frens...the ones who haf been dere 4 me.....
thru thick and thin.....
which i knew 4 so long........b4 i entered in2 ITE la.....

mayb its nt the time yet 2 explain wats goin on wif my life.....
mayb deres nt a need 2 even.....coz sumtimes its better 2 b unspoken....
2 b silent bout thins........coz den no1 is hurt........
some thins r meant 2 b like it is........
watever it is....i will always cherish all my friendships....
i love u guys lots 2 lose u all............

it was a long dae 2dae.......
finished lessons ard 4 plus 2dae....
yupz...veri long....i was alreadi slackin by end of the dae...
and i was suppose 2 b awake durin accounts.....
well i was awake and stuff.....we played dis accounts board game....
den i was off tokin 2 yayatt....bout myself....
i guessed she knew wat was happening...
and she saw tt i was veri heartbroken 2dae...
hahaha....okie..fine.....i was a bit like woah....jealous...
but well cant help...goodness....she understands me......
and she nvr nags at me.......yay!!!well...it was more like phew....
she advised me and tts all la......
well i'm lucky 2 haf 2 meet some understandin peeps who r quite open bout issues....
she ask how long haf i've been like dis and soo on.......
it was since quite some time.....actualli i discovered myself.....
my true inner me.....but gotta keep it low tone...since most cldnt accept stuff.....

den after sch...we went 2 walk ard junction 4 abit....
wanted 2 buy the so called grp private diary...
but it was expensive yet again.....soooo gotta buy it dis fridae la.....
den after like decidin some stuff....went 2 take our neo prints.....
it was 6 of us...only us...haisah wrote tt on our cacat pic......
hahaha...all look soo retarded in it la....thanks 2 the ever creative ME!!!!
the neo prints were nice la.......well coordinated.....nt tt messy.....
cant wait 4 exams 2 finish..meaning i'm gonna hang out wif B la...
wat else rite............hahahaha.....
B finished exams 1st...nt fair....gotta slack more den me...
hehehe.....gotta go get B chocolates la...since shes havin her cravings.....

oo...nisa wasnt here in sch...got her gastric....
hope shes doin okie....nxt time mus send food 2 her work place alreadi...
dis gurl dont noe how 2 haf proper meal la........ish3......

HAPPY B'DAE NISA!!!
crappy partner in SC...is at last 18...
legal 2 go clubbing...but plz dont 4get me....
u muz wait 4 me 1st....i still got like 7 or 6 mths 2 go...
so plz wait 4 me...and den we can go party 2gether at HRC and devils bar...
and other places...woots.......
haha...bought her present 2dae......it was wat i planned 2 by 4 her...
hope she likes it....hahaha............

well 2dae walked ard citylink...
planned alreadi wat 2 buy 4 ina.......
shes been realli wantin tt...so sharin amg 3 of us.........
my feet is tired.......and aching...but well 2dae was well spent...
eventhou after walkin ard 4 abit....hadta go back 2 sch 4 SC training.......
den dis bapok in the train tot tt yat and ina was gossipin bout her....
sensitive la...but i noe yat and ina la...they dont realli gossiped...
it was the wrong person......and tt bapok seriously hail vulgarities and shit at dem...
i wanted 2 speak up..but i dont noe wats goin on..hm.....its done alreadi...
hope theyre okie.........
headed 2 sch wih shuek...surprised nisa wif pressie....
her reaction is okie...hahaha...she likes it la....and the slippers fit her...
good jugdement dere.........
well i gotta go get B her slippers 2....haha...whether its havianas....
or ripcurl or billabongs...i dont noe.....shall see the design la...
needta get the earrings also...B wans *bling2*....like mine...hahaha
haiyo B....alot of things ah u wan.....
nvm...we shall go shoppin soon...after my exams la.....muz wait patiently...

well...SC training finished ard 610 or sumthn...
so headed 2 junction 8 2 break fast wif the 3 gurls...
aini...ana and rafiah......
hahaha....nisa and shuek cldnt join us...
nvm.......break fast at macD...
listened 2 the azzan being played..and drank my ice lemon tea....
whoosh...tt feelin was seriously sooo nice!!!!
the water jus trickle down my throat......dissolvin the thirst in my throat.....
wah!!!!nikmat........
den tok 4 abit........bout stuff......
bout an........rafiah sat bside an 2dae....watchin vcd....
haish......oi..rafiah...steal away my an ah...hahaha
den of coz she also smelled the hugo boss perfume...
heaven rite...i noe.....B..dont jeles ah...hahahaha
u're my special 1 la...nt 2 worry.........
shall crash course on accounts soon...2morrow chiong all the way la......

i am jumping ard in my house like a crazy energizer bunny!!!!
argh!!!its unbelievable....
yesh it is....actualli expected it....
but still i am sooooo awww by lookin at the pics...
goodness...i am sooo happy...but amazed and speechless...
hehehehe....i cant stop grinning......(",)

so hanged at my aunt's place 2dae...
gotta send some stuff over...again..
took a cab dere...it was at AMK....
and guessed i almost died...
coz we nearly had an accident...
infront of thomson plaza..where cars love 2 speed.......
seriously...it shook me quite badly......
we almost bang in2 a car...which almost banged in2 another car....
and bhind pur taxi dere was a car seriously veri near us...
goodness....luckily uncle got 2 break in time.....we jus inches away.......
and the car bhind us 2........
its seriously veri scary.......
aniwae i reached in 1 piece....hence dere is no funeral...
yupz...i am nt dead yet......and my death is nt tt near since i am still alive....
phew.....okie...shall nt tink 2 much bout it...

hanged at my aunts place....my smaller cousins were dere...
they played wif my cam phone...and took pics...
den slacked and watched tv.......
den since my aunts wanted nooodles....i hadta prepared dem....
so did cookin.....and stuff...
slacekd summore and break fast.....
my dae was a bit pathetic.....yupz.....but well i am here kickin and alive.....
cant wait 4 2morrow...coz i wan 2 scream wif nisa....and go crazy jumpin ard.....
at least tt wld b better.........

gonna haf movie treat 2dae.......
watchin constatine laters...hehehehe
nisa...heard tt..i'm watchin constatine!!!!......
dont envy me okie...hehehehe
yay!!!pestered my sis 2 buy coz i was tellin her i watched it in ite mach yesterday..
so 2dae she bought....2 vcds....1 is M18....i dont noe wat story is tt...
but heck....eventhou i'm nt 18 yet..shall watch it soon.....

whole dae was chaotic...but okie....
managed 2 haf some personal time 2 myself....
so...tt means indulgin myself 2 my personal diary...
since it was rainin the mood was nicely set.....
so whole dae...while at my aunts....taking care of lil devils...
i set time off 4 myself...2 reflect....wat is goin in my life and soo on.....
which is clear but settin the record straight.......
aniwae i'm dead meat 4 accounts...
i dont noe how 2 differiate the diff types of accounts..
i need help in tt...gotta ask my peeps in class bout tt.....
cant wait 4 my movie treat.....hehehe....

hm...bummer....woke up last 4 sahur 2dae..
i didnt even realise my sis woke up..
guess i was 2 tired....
went 2 sch slep int the train soooo soundly....
sch as per usual...
borin!!!!...exams r nearing and everythin seems 2 slow down...
seems like revisions all the way..
the nitec students had their foto-taking 2dae...
i feel soooo erm...sad..
tt means they'r goin off realli2 soon.....
haish..........means newer faces but nt as fun alreadi....
bummer!!!!

den nisa msged me as usual...
she got 2 see...i dont get 2 see...
argh!!!only saw a bit la.....
aniwae she managed 2 accompany me go ITE mach...
i was alreadi jumpin like a mad dog.......
saw siglap sec yearbooks...
gosh i was realli amazed and speechless..
excited 2.....hehehehe........
they haf seriously good-lookin guys and gurls....
and haish....i wished gurls soccer existed in my sch and nt whn i was leaving the sch..
tt was in sec 4.....haish.......

break...slacked at amphi......
waited 4 nisa and aini....
slacked summore......
den off we went 2 ITE machperson........
so jakun seh...nvr go dere b4 rite.....
so a bit like awww here and dere...hehehehe
den went SRC room....president late la...
so they entertained us by lettin us watched CONSTATINE....
dis is my entertained period....
nisa was screamin at every lil scary bit...
we were laughin and laughin....hahahaha
shuek wanted 2 take pic of her...but nisa reacted 2 fast la...
missed tt opportunity.......
wei li face reminds me of tt sum1...irritatin at some point....
coz it brought back memories...damn it la....
but aniwae he's nice.....oldest among us...
i'm youngest...goodness....nt fair....i feel akward...
but nvm bout tt.....they're still crazy and crappy....hehehehe
cant wait 4 the actual mr/miss ITE on sat..
i wanna see the performance....shiok la..

yay!!!!can blog at home..
i dont noe whether its gonna cock up again or nt......
sheesh kebab...dis blog drives me crazy...
2nd dae of fasting and doin well...
went 2 woodlands bazaar b4 headin home 2dae....
bought sum stuffs.....
sch was a bit borin 2dae...since our breaks r slow and borin..
time passes by realli slow....
am looking 4ward 2morrow 4 the trip 2 ite machperson......
yupz...workin wif SCs dere.....hope 2 see my cousin dere...

did flag 2dae......
was realli nerve wreckin..
i nvr did flag 4 the whole of my entire life b4.....
so dis is my 1st time......
and it slipped abit..but jus abit.....
nt tt obvious.....haish...my hands were shiverin....
my legs were trembling...luckily azizah was dere 2 guide me.....
haish.....good thing.......
am confused wif myself...my realli identity..
but nvm bout tt...i shall jus keep it under covers....
ooo....exams ard the corner....yikes...creepy..
i wanna see the debarrment list..but didnt manage 2 see it....
wonder who r dis ppl...hahahaha.....
meany me...okie 2 daes passed...28 more daes 2 raya...
erm..1 week 2 OA exam...2 more weeks 2 accounts and bzf...
i am still clueless bout bank rec....gooodness.....
i wonder how my other frens r doin wif their exams...
hopefully everythin is doin fine.......
more revisions.....yikes....
busy3.....busy period.....
ooo....and i cant believe ppl who r 2-faced....
get a life....u do and tok bhind our backs......
bad mouthin...guess god noes how 2 handle and show the truth....
haha...watch ur back....coz dere r ears and eyes hidden....
u jus dont noe.......

okie...so i'm in sch again....
break time...and 1st dae of fasting month
since i cant eat...here i am surfing my net..
and gettin my hands on blog....AT LAST!!!!!!
been feelin reali2 moody.......
pissed off....and tired of hospitals visits....
i wan my B....B....u better start bloggin soon 2....
hahaha......
but so far its realli great.....in small details..
spend time wif my gals on Saturdae wif kim and nad...
went 2 Escape.....played some games till i was sooo dizzy...
and goin high on the viking...hahahaha....
den Sundae was the beggining of disaster.....
tt was the startin of my misery.....i tell u it was MISERY!!!!
added on by some peeps........

only B understands wat i'm tokin bout...
hahaha...tts wat happens if u noe each other 4 sooo long...
miss goin out wif u,B....
i'm being crappy and crazy again....
hahaha..aniwae goin 2 ITE Machperson dis fridae.....
deres a briefin on tt dae.......
hope nisa can accompany me...
thus i wld b entertained wif our endless crap....
better make sure u can make it....
or nt i will breathe my last breath and die of boredom.....
nisa missing her idol...poor her....hahaha....
its okie...more daes 2 come aite....
as 4 me i'm misssin everi1 all of my frens...Pbs....the mly minas....
and all of dem....deres lots 2 mentioned....
aniwae bware of my moodiness...
whoever pisses me off i will do the hot n cold treatment...
nt in the mood 2 entertain any shit.......
its the worse month 4 me.......

aniwae....wishin all muslims
HAPPY FASTING!!!!!!!