wah i tell u....
i need the nitec ppl la......
life in sch is seriously mundane...
nomore of nitec ppl...means boredom in sch...
coz its alll a bit quiet now...u cant see hyper ppl animore like fad...
ad and gang are missing in action also..........
and i haf 2 much of astro boy and gang..its suffocatin me.......
a bit borin ah.....soooo i cant wait 4 jan intake........

class r sooooo borin...
mr ramu go reservist la...
den nvr come sch.......free periods yet again
haish...darlz didnt come 2 sch........
munckin yat missing in action....
sumbody shoot me in the head........

dis mornin...hm...shall not sae bout it.....
i lazy 2 sae anythin alreadi....
wasnt happy bout it but kept dat uncovers.....
hope u noe wat i was tokin bout....
i'm nt gonna control u nomore.......
its up 2 u,okie......
dont tink i'm angry coz i'm nt...jus erm.....its up 2 u la.....

had a tok bout the beijing trip..by mrs heng
its a overseas attachment....4 4mths dere..
u gotta study at beijing finance sch.......
which also means tt u graduate earlier....
which is in jan instead of march.....
the student attachment starts sep 06 and ends at jan 07
haish...my heart wans 2 go....but den again...
tokin bout facilities.....they dont haf the best stuff down dere
toilet w/o a door.....and extremely dirty........
food wise...well its catered by sch...eat as a class...
weekends up 2 u.......survive la ah.....
i dont mind dat shit la..i can jus clean the toilet wif clorox.....
and they sae they're puttin a door 2 the toilet.......
but 4 mths in china is nt a small matter...
coz i wld b fasting alone.....raya on my own....
new years dae on my own...chinese shows all the time on tv.........
language barrier.........haish......its a hard time down dere....
i tink i haf 2 forgo tt opportunity......haish........
shitty2 decision.....

sch again....
i almost cldnt wake up 2dae seh........
luckily my sis woke me up...hahahaha..
or not i dont tink i wld b goin....but my mom wld probably shout at the top of her lungs
bangin on my door 2 wake me up.....hahahaha....

so got up 2 bathe and dressed...
had my breakfast on the way...drinkin my milk...yummy.....
and met him....
and 2dae...seriously pissed me off la...
stupid train had 2 haf probs and terminate at ang mo kio..
i can die okie.....haish...stupid train.....
early in the morning....and its mondae...
u gotta gif me blues.....hmpf...

its nt a good dae literally.......
nice start and a bad ending.....
mrs yeo gaf us a free period coz she had a tok 2 attend.....
and she was seriously nice....made us konniyaku jelly...
so i was happily eating it and msning....hahahaha....
den PR...goodness....luckily got activity...or nt i will seriously die of boredom....
i am waitin 4 thins 2 kick off.....like the actual process of gettin my events startin....
its all plannin2....and i'm worried bout graduation event...
ppl r seriously nt firm and heck care...
goodness.....i feel like takin charge of it......
seriosuly i dowan my grades 2 jus b border line...i cant live wif it.....
i'm nt my sec sch daes kinda person who is happy wif jus a pass...
no way am i gonna live wif it.........i rather die la........

aniwae.......mad jus delivered a seriously disappointin news..
he said he wanted 2 quit sch...coz losing interest...
i felt like jetosing his kepale i tell u.......alamak.....
didnt expect tt comin from him......coz he shld noe better.......
haish...depressin news la............

abg msn me yesterdae....
he complained bout his younger bro....abg faizal...which i understood alot...
and after tt i complained 2 him bout my fam.......
haish....i am sooo pissed off la....
eeks!!!!!!!!

and another headache in the head...
my class choosed me 2 bcome MCees 4 their graduation tt dae...
haish...wat can b worse...omg!!!!!!! i got stage fright 4 goodness sake la........
i tink i wld probably take MC on tt dae.......its nerver wreckin okie.......
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

SW 2dae.....weeee!!!!
no runnin...since it was rainin...
so we played games in the hall......and i didnt even play the games like badminton...
i was 2 lazy la...so i played uno wif haisah,yat and shueks....
while marina and izzah went 2 play badminton....weee!!!
i love mr.koh......hahahahaha

okie so i tok 2 jannah dis mornin...
we were discussin bout stuff...
suddenly i gt 2 noe an quited sch b4 exams......
omg!!!!damn wasted...and i dont get 2 see an 4 the last time i tell u....
damn.....wasted seh....coz an cld haf jus taken the exams....rather den quitting.....
i dont noe wats wif stress even.......hm...nvm...nt fated la......
heartpain but well....its okie....

PR is gettin borin...
aiyp mr ramu.....y u teached the subject so borin.....
gif me projects 2 do quick...or nt i will die of boredom....rot 2 death....
tokin bout tt...signed up 4 the tampiness mall christmas celebration...
on 23rd.......weeee.....wif darlz and the other 2...shueks and ain....
cant wait...coz if get the skatin rink booth....i wan go skate la....
weeee!!!!!!!awesome......eventhou i haf been feelin restless la...

i cant wait...4 i dont noe wat.....
high tea 2morrow....meetin at ite tamp in the morning....
gosh.......whole dae of erm....events.....
movie is playin now at the field bside my house
lotsa peeps r dere.......
but i cant b bothered 2 watch it and go down.......
i wan stay at home...nicer la....
mayb 2m0rrow since i wan 2 watch initial D...

ended 115 2dae...
was about 2 get out from sch whn mrs yeo call me on my hp...
so gotta retreat back and meet her wif shueks.......
she ask us 2 go talk wif board of directors...
i tell u.....i sooo dowan la....
edmund ask me go i sae i got appointment..........
so same thin i tell mrs yeo....hahahaha
wat a thin ah.....dis is wat u call good SC.....

so i am fortunate nt 2 b in the fundraising event...
i am busy enuff alreadi.....
got another event comin up....under my course events management...
my class selected 2 b the organizers 4 the graduation party 4 the year 2s.....
i tell u its hard la........
i got 2 alreadi 2 handle...+ dis......and dis is important since its under assesment...
will b graded on it.........
so peeps nt happy bout it...our grades gonna suffer man.......
big task.......scary......and i in the dirty2 committee...
like worse case scenario....den prizes....door gifts and awards under my committee also...
and other stuff gonna get in la....probably deco.....and other stuff.........
but my members rock........suk,fian and izzah...weeee!!!!!!!!

the football match 2dae....
spore dont waste ur time....jus go home la..........
match against indo....0-0...
wat the hell u guys tryin 2 do sia........
the game was sooo lousy....
speed was slackin.....
no backup defence.....
1 man show...wat the hell u guys doin seh........
act macho only izit....spike hair...nice boots......dyed hair.....
seriously la.....opportunities dere....kick the ball la....
nt the sand........haiyo.....indo is alreadi weak...
u guys shld take tt as an advantage...nt b in the same league of being weak also......
haish...i got nothin else 2 sae la.....it was a nonsense game.....
but applause 2 lionel....as alwaes...he did a good job saving goals...
especially tt heading tt almost shot a goal....but was saved by lionel....
nice save.........keep up the good work la......

okie enuff of 2dae........
sch was borin since it was a bit slow.........
quiet side la......nt tt much peeps..
darlz..nvr come....much more borin la...
nvm...2morrow u can see my crappiness in lecture okie.......
the alwaes noisy me........hehehehehe......

i am feelin damn empty.......
and emo....suddenly like no mood....
probs and more probs are comin in...
whther its settled or nt...i am still facin it......
makes me seriously feelin down.....
heartbroken......pissed.....anxious......hopeless...
all tt......argh!!!!!!!and 2 make it worse....my 5 min mood swings.......

i jus feel like breakin down suddenly......
its stuck in my chest.....and been holdin back my tears while i am typin shit down here....
coz i'm tt kinda person who will hold back my feelings so much....
u will seldom see me breakdown in front of my frens...
my temper is alwaes cool.....and a smile is stick on my face 24hrs per day.....
till i got reponse...i'm a girl wif no feelings....or a heck care person.....

i wonder 2......y am i like dis.........
izzit it hard 4 me 2 show my true feelings......
i cant help it....i dont like showin my feelings....and i hate it.....
feelin moody is such a shitty feelin......
i jus realised.....i am hiding it by sleepin and comin early from sch...
after which i wld bathe and hit the bed.........
i am sooo tired........tired from all the teasin and probs....
i mean i may look like i'm havin fun...but its tearin my heart 2 pieces inside........
i find comfort in tt few hours i get my privacy......since 2nd sis is workin...and come home later....

its nt tt i heck care bout stuff...
its nt tt i dont gif a shit....
its cos i switch off my probs....since its hard handling......
coz its hard explainin...and i end up being quiet....and jus continue wif havin fun...
i find solace in tt......i find peace in tt.......
i enjoyed being busy coz it put me in2 the fast track mode and jus make me lose myself in my world....which i enjoyed so much.........

lotsa things i cant explain 2 u guys....
coz its hard......and dont force me 2.........dont assume i 4get bout u guys....
and is jus busy wif my new frens.......coz i dont even haf time 4 myself.....
i noe u guys well......and i knew some thins u guys wont b able 2 handle it.....
thus its better 2 keep it 2 myself.....
haish....i need a hug and a hot cocoa wif a thick blanky......
dere r more thins i need 2 tink bout.......

its sooo cool dis few daes......
i gotta brin along my sweater or pullover if its raining again...
den chuck it inside my locker wif the rest of my junkies......
hahahahaha.......
2dae......i tell u....i tot of killing my committee manager ...edmund....
he put me 2 commander 2...which was incharge of anouncing announcements....
i can shiver and wet my skirt i tell u......luckily nt the whole sch was dere...
since nitec was havin exams........so its like half of the sch only....
wore my new bag 2dae....yay!!!!i love my bag....hahahaha.....

den went 2 classes had intro of the modules we're gonna learn....
got my books also....all of dem cost like $14 4 3 books...
okie...gotta go korek duit alreadi.......
den rite...i got combined lectures wif another class.........
and which class is dat.......ISD....
nisa darlz....i takin lessons wif u......u can see me often alreadi.....
hahahaha......den no more missin me okie.....
*woots*......

we got 2 breaks 2dae....
mrs yeo release us earlier 2 get a break b4 nxt lesson starts...
den mr.ramu release us like 45 mins earlier....and my lunchbreak was like 1 hr 25 mins la...
slacked like hell i tell u....
den mr.chua lesson....intro ourselves...
he 1st time teach our class....get 2 noe nonsense ppl like me and the guys...
especially fian....hahahaha.....
okie...so events management more hands on and lotsa praticals.....
i love tt....cant wait 4 comin events....i got lots comin up...
busy2....shecdule pack2.......lotsa events comin up...
i got 2 in hand...tampiness mall christmas celebration & my operation rockstar...
all got lotsa work......and wonderin whether 2 go 4 the appreciation thingy in ite mach or nt....
i abit lazy la......darlz...u wanna go????den can get 2 cabot class again....
hahahahaha.....missin muchkin yat alot....
hope u're doin okie wif ur boxed eye....better come back sch okie.....
missed hangin out wif Pbs.........
but seriously i dont noe y my life suddenly bcome sooo packed...
i use 2 b like layback in sch.....heckcare kinda thin...
but now so involved...coz i noe i prefer 2 b dat wae......
gettin my hands involve wif events and stuff........
got tt personal satisfaction feelin which is seriously good...and motivatin.....

okie b4 further lectures...i shall sign off............

1st dae of sch everi1!!!!!!!
woke up early 2dae...and got up 2 dress up and stuff....
at 6 plus i saw a msg from nisa.....who sent me a veri funny msg.......
she asked...."2dae sch izit??"hahahahaha....i was laughin alreadi la.....

okie2...so i took the train...and erm..felt uncomfortable...
dere was no1 from ITE takin the train 2dae...
tt was scary okie...so i tot back...2dae sch wat.....
make me nervous la....okie i doze in and out......
i was tired but it wasnt a peaceful ride 2 sch........
aniwae......reached sch and met nisa.....weeee!!!!!!!!!
2dae no duties...since it was raining..........

after which headed down 2 auditorium 4 some u noe startin of semester lecture.....
mrs heng our course manager tok bout results...
compared the year 1s to the clementi year 1s...
we're ahead of dem.....yay!!!!!!!
way 2 go bishan.........
we obtained a better percentage of peeps scorin As in bzf and OA
den off 2 our classes 2 clean up....
was released at 11am......early rite....
mrs heng is cool la...........
and hendra can ask me den go sch 4 wat.....same qns i ask myself....
hms....mayb 2 get the timetable and such stuff la......

ooo...and got 2 see.....some realli missed peeps....
1 wif cool hairstyle....the other 1 tone down alreadi..
no more spikes...haish....nt nice alreadi la........
and dis mornin smelt tt lovely hugo boss scent...while listenin 2 One last.....
haish.....pagi2 da emo.......aper la..........

den my grp of peeps....
went 2 toa payoh 4 lunch....
had black pepper chicken spaghetti....wif fries...
den went 2 survey bags at citylink....
yupz-yupz.......
i took like 1/2 hr at adidas shop.....
felt like a qween 4 2dae....
the guys were waitin 4 me 2 choose and posing infront of the full-length mirror....
from dis bag 2 tt bag........
especially mad who asked me 2 b quick....
the salesman jus let us b....coz i was potential customer okie....
hahahaha...den after opinions from both the gurls and guys....
decided 2 buy the light brown bag.....
well izzah got the 1 i wanted.......she got the nicer colour la...dark brown wif lime green....
its ultra nice...but heck la.....both of us can exchange bags........
so i got myself a new bag..despite havin wantin 2 buy billabong bag....
shucks!!!!!but oh well...billabong was much more ex la....so gone case la....

slacked at esplanade 4 awhile and after which headed home wif haisah
the rest stayed put at esplanade......till 5 i heard.....dat is damn slackin la....
reached home at 4......bathed and slacked watchin vcds......
however i gt a treat from mrs.fields...chocolate fudge chewy cookie....frm haisah....
yippie!!!!and a strawberri fondue from yus.....
double yay!!!!!!!
happy stomach.....thanks peeps.......

note 2 myself......no more spendin after dis...all money are ought 2 be saved....

gosh...i am sooo havin a terrible headache....
my eyes are feelin damn heeavy...
i guess 2nite i'm gonna crash early.....
2morrow is 1st dae of sch.......shucks....
gotta wake up early.....
tts the worse thin.....
but watever it is...i am wonderin bout my duty shecdule and my class shecdule....
hope dis mth i dont haf 2 do borin duties.......

i wish got sum1 2 massage my thumpin head........
i need a serious massage...
panadols aint doin their thin either......
bought my shoe bag alreadi...
gotta go survey my sch bag 2morrow..
hopefully the teachers gonna released us earlier...
so i can go shopped 4 my sch bag.......
gotta head the beds realli2 soon....
yikes........

Wednesdae nite...i got my results 4 my modules dis semester....
i got woots...okie la...i am satisfied wif myself...
and i am totalli happy all my frens passed thou....
congrats peeps....i noe u guys can do it....

Thursdae was movie dae......
tickets were booked and i was being treated by nash....
thanks......appreciated it.....
harry potter was okie i guess...
but i almost fell asleep.....
coz storyline was slow....
hahahahaha...no offense....it was nice and excitin....yupz-yupz...
but i seriously am a big fan of LOTR.....
however it is nice....eventhou reading the book wld explain details.....

Fridae was jln raya wif MI peeps....
gotta noe more ppl....
like dahliah who is cute wif her accent and as well as pretty....
she's realli adorable...hahahaha....but only gotta join us half-way
where she disappeared 2 i dont noe where....
we started since morning like 10 at kallang till 11 plus at jurong......
luckily my feet didnt hurt like the last 2 daes i jln raya wif ITE peeps....
but my head was spinnin like a helicopter.....
my eyes felt heavy also........
but enjoyed myself.....and went home wif a totalli full stomach....
and more collection money....yay!!!!!
and of coz memories of crappin ard.......and lotsa mats at tow....
*woots*......heaven man.......
reached home ard 1130 or more la...
mommy was like...."jln raya now den come back...."
luckily she didnt shout...hahahaha
jus nag abit....coz its raya la......
i tink normal daes gonna die of shouts.....

2dae...official jln raya wif mlay minas....
i cldnt wake up.....almost wanted 2 continue my beauty sleep....hehehehehe
woke up and online 4awhile...
after which bathe and went 2 laundry 2 collect my clothes...
dress up and met lyn at bb.....
b4 tt...dad came back home 1/2 dae since its a saturdae........
and asked me.....goin where....
den nagged again go jln raya come back home late.....den go out whole dae nvr pray...
haiya.........same old lecture...
but i mentioned goin raya 2 mlay mina's houses...and he shut up....
especially whn i mentioned fara's name....
hahahaha..power of adopted sis....hahahaha.....
so went out and go off jln raya.....
went 2 each other's house and took pics slack....joke wif parents....
ate and more slackin........
i love alina's house the best....
her dad was ultra cute tryin 2 b a photograher producer or sumthn
tellin where 2 stand.....head tilt upwards a bit la...
soo cute la the father......and as u can see collection...weeeee!!!!!!!!!
i sound like a 5 year old kid la.....heheheheehhe
ALINA ALI!!!!where r the pics.......waited 4 u whole nite u noe.....


ooooo....2nd sis and 1st sis fought.........
i cldnt b bothered 2 do anythin....or join along la......
was tired alreadi..........soooo let dem b ah...
i feel like grillin an extra lock infront of my room...
so tt only me and 2nd sis are authorised 2 come in2 my room......
coz tired alreadi...sae sooo many times dont come in....lock the door...
still come in.........den my cds happily 1st sister take.....w/o permission....
wah...my blood pressure can go up la...dumb ppl...........
haish....tak faham bahase.....aku ckap bahase alien baru tau......
long time nvr fight........but 2dae's fight was jus nt out.....
nvr slashed everythin out la...2 bad...gotta wait 4 another fight.....
okie i sound bad...but u see 1st sis can nvr and will nvr b able 2 get along wif me and 2nd sis....
tts how our relationship is.........

yupz..its wednesday...
last 2 daes were filled of of jln raya........
went 2 visitin all over spore......
since morning 2 at nite.......
my feet were full of blisters by end of yesterdae nite.....

mondae was the west side...
started wif my house and ended in serangoon.....
as usual the peeps were late...coz by stupid fian....
made the rest waited 4 him bout 1 1/2 hr...
and in the end they got lost and ended up in 112...
so i gotta pick dem up.....
and thus they had lunch here......
after which proceeded 2 the rest of the houses......
joked ard wif parents and amg us......
collection was okie la i guess.......

tuesdae.....1st house was at yishun....
yay!!my sittin partner haisah decided 2 tag along....
after resting 4 1 dae........
den met up wif the rest and such....
whoa....mesmerized lookin at mad......
coz he wore baju mlayu..light purple in colour
wif the samping summore...whoa..gorgoues la....
but den whn i look at his feet...i tell u i can kill him den at tt point of time.......
wat did he wore????orange flip flops!!!!!!!
aiyo...den all the gorgouesness in him disappear.....wasted seh.........
den yus and zai wore white.....hensem i mus admit....lookin great wif their partners...
marina and izzah........wat a sweet sight..........
we ate alot....bout 4 houses served food...
i was sooo full at the end of the dae........
collection was much2 better as well...hehehehehe
but i wished i had massuese....my feet needs a massage......

den 2dae went 2 look 4 my sch shoes....
and sort of found dem hopefully.....
or nt i gotta go and cut those straps....
repaired my watch.......yay!!!!
den went 2 look 4 a cheaper bag...
coz i cant buy my billabong...gotta save money.....
in financial crisis.....
daddy is gonna b retrenched soon....by end of mth..
so my wishlist is at hold or jus gonna b a wishlist.....
tot of takin a part-time job...but i settling my shecdule dis year....
den see if i haf time 4 it nxt year........
bt nomore buyin unneccesary stuff at the moment....
gotta save as much as i can....
bye-bye 2 my billabong bag.......:(

went 2 toa payoh yesterdae.........
the last house 4 relatives 4 jln raya..........
and i love my pakcik...hehehehe...gav me $15....whoa...
ultra coolness........jus 1 house and i get tt much..or nt mostly also veri lil...
den whn i complained my sis sae...da bagos org nak kasi duit raya....hahahaha
2 bad u're workin...nomore duit raya la......
hehehehe....if everi house like tt i will b extra rich la.....
i was served dinner and such....
and of cos the parents started their tokin sessions....from politics 2 family stuff
and we went home after tt.......took cab back la...

guess wat the driver same kampong wif my dad......
kampong tempeh.....hahahaha...i dont noe where the hell is tt.........
so catched up a bit btwn dem.......dis person and tt person la....
all the names i heard sooo damn classic.....
aniwae its scary tt many ppl noe my dad la....everiwhere he go sure terserempak wif his frens....
like dis my life is in danger........later ppl report ah....haish.......
no freedom la like dis......:P
and i saw 2 of my fav cars on the expressways....whoa......1 of dem is porsche of coz....
weeee!!!!!!!!back home and on my com as alwaes........

aniwae plannin my WISH LIST 4 dis year and nxt year......
i wan lotsa stuff...hehehehe
*guess handbag which i saw at wisma....gosh...hope christmas deres sale.....
*my ever billabong sling bag...........
*slippers........
*jacket....casual and 4 my air-conditioned activities....so tts 2....
*pumps 4 sch....tts impt since i'm startin sch realli soon.....
*jeans
*more clothes.........
*more accessories.......
*a shoe bag 4 p.e........another need........

haish....okie i need find sugardaddy tt can sponsor my needs.....
hahahahaha......as if..but i will buy the needed stuff 1st.......
the wants can wait till nxt year la.......
whn i haf much2 more $$$$

goin giant later on...gotta do some grocery shoppin....
cookin dis mondae.........and i haven bathe yet.......
eew!!!smelly2 me...hehehehehe.....
okie...laterz peeps.........

another evening of visitin my relatives..........
jus came back from tampiness and bedok.........
on the way 2 tamp dis evening...i am convinced tt i haf 9 lives.......
nearly met an accident....at the expressway.....
the cab driver lose his control...and the cab almost flew out of the lane.....
dis is the 2nd time tt i nearly met an accident in a cab.....
haish...i cant imagined myself being in a ward....paralysed or sumthn......
or even worse dead.....its soooo scary......
since it was raining it made the road much slippery den usual..
thank goodness tt the driver cld b inc ontrol in time....
or nt we wld haf bang on2 another car........

so aniwae reached tamp...
had dinner at cousins place wif nieces and nephews......
they're sooo gonna b taller den me........
i feel sooo short.........
and after chattin 4awhile off 2 bedok........
i got red packet from cousin...yay!!!!
my pocket feels heavier now....
hehehehe....

reached aunt's place in bedok....
and had pizza......yummylicious....
it was black pepper chicken or sumthn....
nisa...i tink u shld noe the menu...
tt was nice.....i love it.....
and another green packet from auntie.........
double yayness!!!!!!
woots....woohoo...........
now i can actualli go and buy my billabong black&pink sling bag.......
and some other goodies...coz my collection went up....
yay!!!!!another packet 2morrow.......
whoa........tts cool........
i feel full in the stomach....full pocket...and a happy me!!!!

jus came back from marine crescent...
my uncle's place.......had a realli scrumptious dinner....
aunt cooked fried rice wif chicken wings and fried satay....
yum-yum.....it was nice........
whole dae occupied myself playin online games.........
guess wat games i played online????
barbie online....it was cool........i mus admit...hehehehe
dere were fashion designin....tts my fav la.......
oo...den watched vcd in my room.....

evenings were my visitin hours.....
went 2 relatives place......here and dere....
and ard spore.....
yesterdae was at sembawang......another ulu place...
haiyo.....nxt year editional punggol.....
wth....y mus dis relatives live sooo far apart..........
goodness la...nvm...janji duit collection dpt lebih....
hehehehehe......
soon...will b my frens jln raya...yay!!!!!
and lookin 4ward 2 haisah's sis weddin dis sundae....
since i am in the singles league...i shall do my bid of guy watchin.....
hehehehe(",)........

dis few daes.....things haf nt been lookin my way....
certain news broke my heart.....
like abg gonna get tunang soon.....
soo...gone will b the daes of my goin crazy wif him....
wont b the same old him....haish.........
eventhou i'm happy but jus well....its 50-50....
and another news tt broke me heart 2.......
dat jus left me lookin thru a glass panel of u and me........
in silence i wld suffer alone i guess...
coz u dont noe wat i feel 4 u.......

4th Dae of raya.....i am sooo freakin tired after goin out 2 town wif sis and abg...
yesterdae was my open house......
res and the 2 moo moos...came extra early...
make me rushed like hell....i was slackin on my bed.....
i received a call...how wonderful...they were under my block....
so dressed quickly and prepared the dishes....
and they came up........entertained dis guests of mine....
and fara and dana up next 2 arrive....
waited 4 alina...and they start 2 eat.........

kim and nad came late as usual......
took pics and fara left earlier...
so den from dere on...we took more pics....
me wif kim and nad.......
and all my relatives kept observin my frens...
hahaha...but luckily my frens did haf some fun....
didnt feel out of place.....happy tt my frens were okie.....
whole dae entertain so many guests......
nt tt much relatives but 2 many cousins la..
mostly younger den me la........
everythin end ard 9 and cleaned up and stuff.....
physically i was tired...but cldnt sleep....slept only at 2 yesterdae nite....

woke up dis morning and slacked abit b4 headin down 2 town.....
ppl go visitin raya...i headed 2 town....how great is tt.......
met up wif my abgs and my younger cousin....wif 2nd sis of coz.........
den off we went 2 swensens 2 haf lunch.....
had my black pepper seafood pasta and calamari rings and hot U.S. fries.....
after which all of us shared the regular earthquake......
walked ard lookin 4 some stuff....and slackin as usual....
sat at spinelli....had my ice chocolate....and slacked summore....
btw......ooo....it was heaven.......
saw dis realli ultra cute waiter at swensens.....MICKEY....hehehehe
realli2...cute...even abg agreed 2 tt..........
man was he hot...........tall and realli cute.......
and alina he was tall okie......
suitable 4 tall gurls also......hehehehe....
den we went 2 my uncles house.......and ate chicken wings....
ate sooo much 2dae..............hm.....
i tink...i tink....okie...my period is comin or sumthn.....
hahahaha.......abg goin back 2nite...2 KL...
awww....i missin him alreadi.....manja me 2 much alreadi la.....
nvm....i go KL wif 2nd sis soon....den we can go jln2 alreadi.........
i still can rmbr tt mickey's face...hehehehe...cutey cute.........
my eyes r finally sooo sleepy....i shall slacked more 2morrow.....

craving 4 sushi....
shall go get some 4 myself 2morrow............
yummy.........

i tink i cant sleep 2nite......
i am sooo excited bout 2morrow...wonder y????
yay!!!my frens will b comin over.....PB4s...and minas........
yay2...double yay!!!!!okie i am soooo excited....
hope res my B and nisa cld come 2....hopefully okie.....
no promises from dem....
gonna help mommy cook 2morrow.....
sooo gotta wake up early......
abg will b here....yay!!!i tink he's gonna b gatal...
since my frens will b over.....
so beware my frens...........
nana 2 the rescue........
those 2 guys.....makkal and mat...hahahaha...
are also comin.......gooodness....battle of frens vs. family....
hehehehehe(",)
open house here i come.....being hyperactive again......

oooo...btw...mommy found out bout my piercin...
den she nag2...den she diam alreadi....
hehehehe...okie la....i'm mischievous....
but nt tt wild giler mina kind okie........
i am tame enuff....hehehehe...but veri naughty in the head.....
i love myself!!!!
i love my room....coz got photos of me and frens and cousins....
okie i am in love wif myself.......
goin nutty....2 excited alreadi la.....

okie2.....dudes...........peace out....
or nt i will write more nonsense in my blog....hehehehe

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EID-MUBARAK!!!!
dedicated 2 all my muslim frens outta.....
woke up realli early 2dae....and bathed....
u noe y????coz i wana curl abit of my hair.....
and striaghten my sis hair also....hahaha...
wat do u expect from gurls rite....gettin ready 4 raya...took us ard 3 hrs....
yupz....from 8 till 11am....
visited my neighbour's house...and off 2 my grandma's house bside my dad....
reached dere ard 12...and slacked ard...
dere isnt any family left la....wat do u expect....got calls from aussie from cousins and uncles....
tok abit 2 dem.....and slacked summore...
missing my dear fatin and gang in brunei....they rayin 2morrow...
poor2 dem.....got their card wif all their lil msges handwritten and drawings...
haish....goodness...i miss dem sooo much....

afterwhich went off 2 my 2nd eldest aunties house where my late grandma use 2 stay..
so its a gatherin of the siblings......nt much relatives but quite a few cousins la....
i was teased and u noe makcik2 story.....dis gurl gettin married 1st la and all those nonsense..
i dont even haf a bf...hahaha...wait long2 la.....
slacked again and laze ard....i even get 2 sleep 4 abit.....
and abg send us home aftertt.....i love abg!!!!
hahahaha....he's gettin married soon...goodness...i cant imagine tt....
in wat 2 years time....hahahaha......and he was being teased by me.....untill pissed off.....
its a slacking raya 4 me....hopefully it will b much more fun nxt year...
some pics below.....




[my family pic after so many year...at last 1 family pic]







[me and mommy dearest...who i bug 2 buy me stuff...hehehehe]
P.S.she use 2 b as dark as me in her younger daes....and now she's fair....






[me and my loveable kak noi(2nd sis)]






[me and my beloved abg...who is my cousin la]






[bachelors of MIA family..my grandpa's surname la...as MIA family...]






[my gurl cousins and me....all of dem younger...]

had a long dae 2dae............
woke up realli early 2 accompany dad and mom 2 go giant....
so we did all those grocery shoppin...more of it.......4 comin raya...
shop till i dropped...den at level 3 dere was a thailand fest.....
sio walked ard wif mom....saw dis orange bangle...and bug mom 2 buy it 4 me....
hahahaha..den she got herself gold bangle...haiyo worse den me la....
dad hadta wait 4 quite some time 4 us.....
since we toook a long time shoppin....
i bought the craziest things 2dae...from showercap...till i dont noe wat....
hahaha..waste my dad's money abit la.....

den came back...and my 2 lovely cousins came over 2 send cakes...
den chatted wif my cousins...........and they went off...
cleaned my house again...get all the carpets out 2 "tanned"
and cleaned the fish tanks...
and my 2 lovely yna and angelo(terrapins)....
played ard wif dem.....at 1st shy2 la...
den they startin crawlin all over me.......haiyo....especially angelo......
wanted 2 bite me....sooo nautie.......
raya is another 2 more daes...
i cant wait man..............
totalli.......
but however i am missin all my peeps outta...
u're all nt 4gotten........