its kinda dead 4 a few daes here..
shall summarize my week.........

MONDAE....
i found out i lost my hp.......
lodge a report 2 comfort.......
and had a spiltting headache...
tinkin bout my missing hp and my naggin mom.........

TUESDAE.....
my class bbq.......
wif the mlay peeps.......
it was raining whole freakin dae.......
i was wet till i cant sae nuts....
i jus got 2 eat 2 chickens........
goodness la..............
argh!!!
wasnt a good dae la...........
but foto takin was fun thou...
dat was enjoyable.......

WEDNESDAE.......
went out wif my mlay minas!!!!
awwww....i miss dem dearly....
goodness la...
we crap..we slack..........
and we jus took more fotos!!!
dana gaf us accessories since she came back frm indonesia...........
weee!!!
i jus love it........
thanks dana!!!

THURSDAE..........
had my SC bbq...met up wif jannah b4 headin down.....
it was soooooo FUN!!!!
i had lotsa2 fun.........
espcially my huggable monster!!!!
and my loveable darlin........
they were dere 2 cheer me up...
nt 4gettin my wonderful mommy...
yupz!!!!and the peeps who r phobic 2wards cats........
runnning away and screamin as if i haf powerful ears......
i had a bicycle ride till bedok jetty........
took it wif faizal....
was singin2.........weee!!!!
cool...i got sooo hooked by radja-jujur...
thanks 2 dis peeps.......

FRIDAE.........
went 2 collect my lost hp!!!
yups its been found........
but i decided 2 continue usin my new no.....
went wif nash........and den back 2 bishan....
we watched narnia!!!
it was ultra-ultra superb!!!!
5 stars.....weee!!!!!!
okie.....i tink it mus b the ragin hormones..........
i cried at dis scene whn azlan-the lion.......was killed and tortured.......
it was seriously sad okie.........dont mind me....
i had soft spots 4 animals.........
my frens sae mayb last time i was an animal..
okie dat is nonsense...but am a animal lover la.........
so killing a lion is a big NO-NO.........
u guys shld go catch tt movie....
its realli2 cool!!!!

MERRY XMAS!!!!!!!

its 1 dae late la...
but i cldnt wish it yest....
was out whole dae wif my cousin frm brunei
sort of celebrated christmas...jus by goin out.....
kak noi treated fatin and me 2 swensens...
den i got new pumps...DIOR!!!hahaha.....
and fatin haf new sneakers!!!!
yippie doodles!!!!!!!!!
did more shoppin........and more of it......
till we're tired and its time 2 go home.....

sent fatin 2 grandma's house....
did her packing and at 730...
went off 2 airport 2 sent her off....
man she wa in a foul mood.....
she was soooo lookin 4ward 2 goin home...
i jus realise i got seriously naggin relatives...
i sooo understand her situation....
i dont find any fuss bout huggin a guy friend whn i meet dem.....
its a sign of like a greetin 2 me la......
so yupz i do haf seriously conservative relatives.....
however my cousins and i...we brought ourselves up differently........
not in2 all those critically conservative set of waes....
if u sae u tot us...i seriously nvr in my life heard a religion leture or tok from u.....
i had 2 learn it myself and stuff....
wat i knew i was jus sent 4 classes..........goodness....dis relatives r irritatin!!!!!

niwaes!!!!!!!!!
i lost my stupid hp!!!!
my sony erricson.......
which i tink i dropped it in the cab......
its nt taken frm any1 yet......
coz it is still bloody hell ringing!!!!!
omg!!!!hopefully i can get it back by 2nite....
i haf other hps....but tt sony ericsson is my precious.....
i haf fotos in it...and numbers!!!!
and best of it...the msges.....
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went 2 meet my 2 bitches in crime yesterdae....kim & nad...
went slackin at nad's dang....and i pig out at her place....
hahahaha......
oo...her dogs escape twice which left me screamin.....
and got me jump off my seat and on2 the sofa......
screamin again....and woke her cat,nina up........
so after slackin...and taking dumb fotos.....
which i wan dem KIM!!!!!
i went home after receiving sms frm sis..
sayin my cousin frm brunei is comin over 2 my place...
so i rushed home....gettin the info...she cant make it yesterdae...
no1 2 sent her over....gosh!!!
haish.....or nt i can slack longer at nad's house....
but it was a sch nite.........so i will b exhausted goin home late also.....

2dae.......was super uper relax........
i came late la....didnt attend SC duties....
but my asst manager alreadi mark my attendance...
so i'm saved frm havin a detention.....
reached class 825am.....mr.ramu haven started his lessons.......
so i bargained wif him....he tot us a bit and let us off after dat......
well....like who doesnt noe me.....
i dont pay attention in class aniwae.....
i was busy fiddling yat's new hp......
and i started recordin while mr.ramu is busy teachin...........
and i focused at him........disturbin him as usual.....i told him...mr.ramu sae hi....
he looked at me and smiled den he replied hi!!!!!
hahaha...horrible...he can entertain my crap.......goodness la.....

okie dere is nothin goin on btwn me and him..
no lovey dovey watsoever...its jus a crappy teacher and a crappy student.......
where dere is the shibidi bang gang..........
weeee!!!!!!!

p.e was tiring....i ran 1 1/2 round w/o stoppin...
walked a bit and continued runnin 2 finish my 2 rounds....
and after which my head was spinnin.......lack of water la......
den after warming up...played street soccer wif the guys.....
it was ultra-ultra nice........coolness...
tackled some balls here and dere....
yus shocked me till i lose my concentration and i cldnt strike a goal....
damn!!!!
me and zai got problems wif our shoes....
shoes wif no friction...hahahaha
the court was wet abit...and we lose our balance,slipped and sort of fell....
but it wasnt an embarrassin fall.....jus a slip of the footage....
played like 35 mins...and i haf achin sides..dodolness.......
penat la...but soccer is addicting......
gotta b my future game 4 p.e!!!!
weeee!!!!!!!!

jus reached home at 1030 jus now...
was on my home wif lyn...wen we saw....zee,yat and mir......
so instead of goin home early...ended up slackin in clementi...
at the eww gross fountain dere and jus plain tokin wif dem...
usual stuff.....i wld listen 2 zee's craps and arguments...
and their neverendin jokes and bickering and so on......
so actualli supposedly 2 go off at 830...den 9...den 930..lastly 10..........
i was tired alreadi....and we got sooo much 2 tok about sia.........
hahahaha...dats the magic of lepakin........


well 2dae.........
met lyn after sch.....supposedly at JP...
ended up in clementi 4 dinner.....
budget la.....
and i cld even haf time 2 go home...grab itsy mini $$$$
went 2 clementi and our dear alina ali....was still at qweenstown...
goodness la..............
saw sabri dere...lyn chatted a bit......he doesnt look like himself....hm....
and den met up wif christine...
2 get air mail stamps 4 janey jane christmas gifts..........
and SAM was ridiculously irritatin 2 the core....haish..........
overall...i ate a feast 2dae la...
so my stomach is full and happy.........
the waiter dere cld recognise our faces eventhou its like a week dat we've been dere.......
cool la.......kinda shocked la.....he still rmbr our prevoius orders....hehehehe...
semangat la he...........
and my lil pwincess NADIA.........came 2 meet me...
hahaha...coolness...eventhou a bit cacat dont noe the way...thnks 2 dear alina.....
she managed 2 come and meet 4awhile....yay!!!!!!

my class had a like students feedback session wif my teacher 2dae..
who is nt happy wif anythin and stuff...
since like deres a barrier btwn the chinese gurls and us...
i started 2 sae stuff...let it out in the open.......
nt 1 of dem,the chinese was brave enuff 2 speak out...
like they jus kept quiet....no comments or watsoever...
goodness.......
even mentionin 2 use paper and pen 2 sae it......
coz its annonymous........
i was like....wth...u're nt happy wif us and u cant sae it out loud.....
haish...ppl......
total hypocrite la...goodness....
all my life...my frens expecially good frens and best frens are chinese...
and dis is the 1st time in my sch life i met typical cheenas...........
tt is soooo petty and ridiculous.....i cldnt even mix wif.....
so not cliqueable........teruk2.........
plain inmature.....i mean u shld b tolerant and nt jus b selfish.........
gosh...........

mr. ramu gonna treat the shibidi bang gang 2 sundaes and fries...
double2 yay!!!!!
hehehehe...gonna b fun la.......mr. ramu is goin crazy dae by dae...
jus now begged him 2 dis-include my grp from role-play...
2 no avail...he said i've got a good team and is wasted if nvr do role-play...
booo-hoo....tts sad la.........i lazy do la....especially whn i dont noe head or tail of PR....

niwaes...i am sooo PISSED OFF by my can go and die 1st sis...
she totalli memalukan masyarakat wanita bertudung.....
dere r soooo many issues btwn me and her....
u will b shocked 2 seee her damn attitude waes....
hopeless being alive.....26 years old and is rottin at home wif no job......
cant b bothered 2 help wif the housechores...sleepin and eatin is her forte.......
taking my things w/o permission.......and den denyin the fact she took it..
whn i found it in her locked shelf......wth!!!!!
i am seriously sooo PISSED OFF!!!!!
actin like 6 year old kid wif no brains....
and nowadaes 6-yr old kids are much2 more intelligent.......
get a f***ing life la.....4 goodness sake........
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm pissed.............

yesterdae....pheww...
i am sooooo exhausted.....
frm sentosa 2 east coast........
but i reached home nt bad...nt tt late thou....
so slacked at sentosa....needta 2 haf a break from packed shecdule...
weather was hot and den cool....den hot again....den cool again...
frm palawan beach 2 siloso beach....my preferred place.....
sat down and jus slack wif the wind blowing.....
dat was relaxing........
it was pure slackin........my cup of tea......
and saw some bishan peeps....schmates...
but i dont noe their names thou.....well at least i recognise faces.......

so from sentosa i headed down 2 east coast..........
gotta go my darlin's pit....
and she got a faraway pit.....
jauh seh.........bt i manage 2 find my way...
so i ate....ling!!!!! i soooooo love ur chicken.........
hahaha...cld haf eaten more...but shy la....hahahaha...
and ur noodles i mus sae not bad eh........
weeee!!!!full stomach in the end.........
and ur frens are soooo crazy...
giler2 la.......


den on fridae....
went 2 see band concert...........
tat sum1 was sooo happy.........
coz he got his torpedo x-treme rugby ball.........
which i promised 2 get it 4 him......
den i was happy also.........
4 tt nite.....
weeee!!!!!kene puji la....
i got kembang.....whoa.........
hahahahaha.............
long time nvr go see band concert....
den i heard ross roy.....
i miss my band daes also...............
nt tt much...but it did haf an impact la........

P.S. thank sikin and fana 4 droppin by my blog.....
visit my multiply 4 pics ppl!!!

i am sooo drained out!!!!
i used 2 jus stare at ppl in the train in the morning...
but now i sleep frm bukit batok 2 yio chu kang....
and i drink coffee in the morning b4 heading down 2 sch......
haish...my body's fuel is seriously draining out fast...

i need a break....like sooo much
i need a hug and a shoulder 2 cry on.......
i need a pat on my back 4 all the efforts i put in.....
i need a smile from the closest peeps.........

i wanna b assured and listen 2...
i dowan b the person 2 b lsitenin 2 probs...
i haf my own share of probs also.........

okie....
i mus admit.....
i am seriously in a stressed situation...
i feel like snugglin under my blanket....
closin my eyes...and nt worryin bout anythin........
i noe i'm depressed.......
i'm depressed wif most peeps in class.........
i no longer was dat energetic crazy jump ard in sch kinda gurl...
2 much workload piling up...........
and my appetite is worsening...
sumtimes 2 much 2 munch...and later on jus i cldnt 2 lift my spoon 2 eat..........

lookin 4ward 4 darlz bbq pit...
i tink i wld haf much fun down dere...
hopefully i can rest my mind 4 bit....and haf fun..........
i love u...every1 of u tat is dere 4 me in times of need......

its been few daes i've updated...
been busy at tamp 4 the tampiness christmas tree volunteerin and such.......
if it's a sch dae i come home early....if nt i'm volunteering till like 10 or 11...
and off home....its been really tiring but the experience can nvr been replaced...
i made sooo many new frens from all over spore.......
thou my feet felt like its being chopped off....and i cant walk properly everinite.....
hahahaha.....

aniwaes yesterdae i did security department at tamp....
there was a rockband concert.......
it was seriously ultra-ultra good....surreal,glory, and another band i dont noe....
but their drummer was good thou..........
i love west grand boulevard!!!! coz i saw bryan and ronald!!!!
its been a long time since i saw dem!!! argh!!!!!!!!
hahahhaa...so we tok a bit....ronald is in NS...gettin fitter...wif a 2 pec.....
wooots!!!later on he's goin 4 6-pec body....bryan is gettin thinner....and cuter....
thinner coz of the smokin bit....hm.....but the looks department gt hold of him....hahhaha
my fren...emil got soooo high coz bryan shakes her hand...
hahahaha...crazy la....she was sooo smiley2.....after tt.......
jumping ard....and goin he's cute!!!!

there will b another 4 more bands performing 2dae....
i felt like goin but 2morrow dere will b sch...
so i'm gonna gif it a miss.....
and needta do my hmwrk...
haish...slackin 2 much alreadi......

i shal update wat i do wif alina 2dae...
since its her BDAE!!!!
weee!!!she's 17 at last...hahahaha.....

been missing u lots......

2morrow is the startin dae of my volunteerin work in tampiness 4 the christmas tree...
i shall prepared myself thoroughly....abd nake sure i got enuff rest la 2nite.......
luckily 2morrow finished earlier...so i can get myself relaxed and chill b4 heading down...

2dae didnt study.......
cept 4 biz com....and i jus realised...
i haf nt been payin attention in PR and evm..
dere is nothin in my head at all....cept 4 biz communication.....
goodness....better wake up now....
i am slackin 2 much alreadi la.........haish........time 2 buck up and back in action......
but its like december and i haf no mood 2 study.......argh!!!!!!!!
but well...constant is the key word 4 now.....

dere was a tok dis afternoon.........at 2 jus now..
bout how u shld aim goals and stop doin the same thins and gettin the same results....
u gotta change the wae u do thins if u wanna succeed......
i shall use dat la soon...after my mind is back on track again......

feelin erm...funny in my stomach...
seriously anxious and creeped out.............
nervous also..........
argh!!!!goodness....
aniwae i jus bought dis new game....its my fantasy wedding....
i was 2 bored..so decided 2 buy dis game.......
it was cheap so well..gif it a try la.......
another in sch again 2morrow......nothin exciting is happening..........

If any of the following statements apply to you, hightlight/bold/italize it


i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.(very-very)
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate. (when i am allowed to, not all the time)
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have (had) braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times,i still act like a little kid. (veri the manja la...)
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life.
i am close to my parents. (quite)
i don't have a curfew.

P.S.get 2 noe me better everi1.........

i wld jus like 2 sae.....
THANK U.......
weeee!!!!!i love it..........
i love the jacket....coz its brown......
THANKS!!!!!x10,000
nana <3 u............
hehehehe.....

i got nothin 2 blog much...
jus dat i saw an and the gf.......
like man....it was cool.............
nisa....u see dis...i saw an!!!!
hahahaha...like at last okie.......

i got my rhumba frappi....
and a dose of caramel frappi.......
saw cedric tt is my junior....
hehehehe...reminded of whn he gaf me tt guess diary......
yupz....gettin fitter seh cedric......
and i saw a ultra cutsy cute guy on the 77....yippie!!!!
but 2 bad got gurl la...man he was cute.....
and they gotta snogged in the bus as the gurl got off 1st........
hahahahaha......

okie.....sch again...
tt spells BORIN!!!!!!
coz mostly its lectures...
dere r no peeps!!!!!!
sch is extremely quiet.........
i got no more ppl 2 see........
no excitement la....gosh!!!!
i wan the jan intake!!!!!!!!!
make it quick.......plz.....
haish.......nisa.....plz make ur attendance in sch regular....
i'm dyin of boredom la darlz.......can mati u noe.....

i was havin a major headache dis afternoon...
muz b due 2 the heat and weather....
damn it.......

oh wells.....i'm happy and over the moon
got myself shoes.........weee!!!!!!
daddy gave Rm 50...den 2nd sis top up the balance........
yippie!!!so now i got nike air shoes....i love dem.......
but didnt shop dat much......
and i seriously hate 2daes trip 2 johor.....eventhou saw a person dat makes me wanna hit the wall....and go flyin...hahahaha....

the jams seriosuly left me pissed off......
which makes me flick at my parents...
they were being irritatin as ever especially daddy.......
4 goodness sake......he's sooo loyar buruk and degil la....
bile me and my sis tok 2 him...tknk dgr.....degil btol...kepale batu........
dats y la........i follow his traits...kepale batu........
well patience wise i follow mommy....
abis semua nak cepat........mite as well no need follow kan...
haish....spoil the plan betol.........

but went reach spore custom immigration...
weee!!!officers were ultra cute.....
hahahaha......at least got 2 cuci mate...........
yippie!!!!hehehehe....
i love my shoes.......
mommy has great taste...
coz she saw the puma shoes...dark blue and orange...
nice u noe.....weee!!!!!!she sae nxt time use my own money go and buy
hahahaha...i tot she buyin 4 me...
but niwaes at least can see she got good taste......
cept whn it comes 2 casual clothes a bit obit la....
weee!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm over the moon wif my new shoes.......

my body is achin like hell........
ouch!!!see la tak tau nak agak2 main bola.....
hope evverythin is fine......
i miss u dearly.....seriously do......

went 2 ite tamp 2dae 4 my weekly meetings wif the operation rockstar thingy..
our relationship is gettin better......much closer and crazier as weeks went by
and as i wld sae..much hectic also.......which left me drained out of energy.....
saw the boys played the speed game...tt car racing game on com...
it was cool thou...but i was sleepy......
so i slept while waitin 4 the boys 2 finish playin b4 headed 4 lunch at tamp century square..
saw tt christmas thingy...its nt tt big thou.....kinda small...and nt tt much of activities.....
basically i slept almost the whole afternoon.....
and i still felt tired.......haish.....

aniwae gonna go johor 2morrow....
i tot mommy nt comin...skali she also joinin
mesti abit hectic la...but nvm.....
i needta go buy my shoes 4 SW.......
weeee!!!!!!!!

i almost dozed off in ramu babus class.......
wae 2 borin...i scribbled on haisah's book la....
i look like a zombie...and whn awoken wif yat's qns...
i wld speak abit tad louder den usual..
den ramu babus wld look at me....hehehehe...sori la...
sleepy u noe....u lectured2 den i went 2 switch off mode la....

finished wif the diary's deco.....
every pic in dere represented every individual of us.......
okie....especially mine...the taufik batisah pic...woots.....nice smile u got dere,dude....
den after PR wif ramu babus....had p.e......or SW la...
changed and 1st thing....ran 1 round...
and amazingly i didnt stop at all...i got 2 finish it.....
and its been like 1 mth++ i didnt do any exercise at all.........
weee!!!!!!tts a cool thin............
den off 2 play games.........
at 1st played monkey....and king kong shueks.....
became the monkey like duh...den followed by haisah....
den i was bored.....i sae lets play soccer........
den changed the ball.....played soccer la...wat else rite........
dere were 5 of us...so i bcame the goal keeper....
marina wif izzah....haisah bedah wif shueks......
den they all played...i save a few goals...they gotta shot 2 goals...marian and izzah..
2-0....den marina become the goal keeper...my turn 2 kick ball.....weee!!!
den penalty shots la...mine got in...followed by izzah...
it was fun la..eventhou my goalpost...the net rite...got hole...
its soo big i can go thru........hahahahaha

dere were no lessons wif mrs yeo....mr chua also.......
jus slacked and discuss some issues.........
i fell off my chair whn we were jokin...
but it wasnt a terrible fall...i controlled my fall....
i was laughin and jus tip off...den i continued laughin...
holding on 2 yat's chair....den tts the funny thin..
she laugh also...den she sat at the edge of her chair...
den bam!!!!!she fall beside me.....
hahahahaha!!!!!!! it was sooo hystrerical....
i laughed under the table......luckily mrs yeo nvr scold me...
hahahaha.........yat continued 2 laugh...and her face turn red abit..due 2 laughter also......
den all the other gurls marina,haisah and shueks...got shocked faces.....
wat a fall.........luckily nvr break ah the floor.......

den committee meeting..
i gotta wait 4 1hr++
den the meeting is only 15 mins....
argh!!!cld haf killed edmund i tell..
feel like knockin his off........
alamak.........i even managed 2 go central get myself bubble tea..
den walk back...and still its nt time yet 4 meeting.........
gosh........horrible..dratyness.....


PICS below.....my excursion at town yesterdae.....




early in the morning....makin my way 2 meet mr.chua at town....






1 of the fav photos tt we post infront....






another 1 of my fav.....its sooo nice okie....i love the photos...






infront of hilton hotel...see my crappiness






look at the KING KONG poster at the back...see the identicals...





P.S.the photos we took wif...are really places in the world....
they are nt paintings or digitally altered....all are real....

i am PISSED OFF!!!
tt tooty stupid fian pissed me off seriously.......
i almost exploded and gaf him a slap dis morning...
but i held back.....like everi1 keep sayin...i keep my control well.......
but seriously i flick and raised my voice at yus and fian jus now...
veri2 bad mood 2dae.....eventhou i got my milkshake and walk ard town..
my heart was burning and felt soo irritated.......

aniwae we got sch excursion 2 town 2dae...
2 see the photo exibits.......veri nice photos..
real life photographs....shld go check it out..
its at wheelock place onwards 2 forum dere...at town.....
den got my chocolate milkshake in maccies.....weee!!!!
damn right nice la......
slack 4awhile and i headed back 2 sch 4 meeting 2dae........
bout the tampiness mall christmas tree celebration meeting..
i gotta do 8 shifts....my shecdule is totalli damn pack.........
haish............i tink much more explosions in the future la........
soooo....warning ahead........BEWARE!!!!

wat if u feel like relationships is great...but u tink its nt the rite time yet.....
seeing ur frens all happy and lovey dovey.........
fara asked me dis qns...whn izit gonna b my turn......
2 b happy in a relationship...
i sae insya allah...if its my turn........i shall take my time slowly...
dere r plenty 2 see and lotsa guys 2 explore...
its nt as if i'm cheating or watsoever...
i jus find myself busy wif my life...achievin and chasing my dreams...
i do yearn 4 tt special person in my life..........tt u cant let go off....
the 1 u seriously love till u cant imagine living w/o him...
and the love grows stronger wif each passing dae.........

i guess i am finding answers......
rebuilding my trust 2wards love........
rebuilding my confidence in myself...
tryin 2 love myself more...b4 i start lovin another person........
i hope u understand wat i mean.....

i dowan a relationship at the moment........
i still wana haf fun.....u noe letting myself goin loose and letting myself goin crazy....
lookin at life at all the diff point and angles of view........
tryin 2 b a much more matured person.....
i am adjusting 2 changes all ard me........
i need u by my side as a fren and also the person i need most......

i am feelin down at the moment...
i dont noe y....
i guess things been realli hectic...
wif insensitive ppl who r ard me...
or ppl 2 obssessed wif their bfs la......
bugs the hell outta me....goodness.........