*Lets go dancing!!!
dirty dancing.........dirty dance on the floor...
put your hands on my hips...
i shall lead you to the dancefloor......
i just wanna be dancing.......

my tongue feels soooo coarse....
eeks...aint a good feeling...coz i cant taste anythin at all..
tummy's growling like a baby lion asking for food!!!
i shall sleep soon and forget bout food...

miraclely...i've been having an urge to run...
i miss my gym days actually..
where i use to frequently visit clementi's gym...
and run on the treadmill.......
and feel my adrenaline rush....hehehe....
when i felt tired..i just slowed the pace on the treadmill.....
it felt good after that.....
haish.....

i better stop proscastinatin bout fitness..
better start training before bcoming much much rounder!!!
hahahaha...........
and snw is kinda mundane...it's either raining or coz of the freaking haze...
hahaha......so just played badminton.........but it's nt really tt fun.....
i still got urge to play soccer la.....like really badly........
it's been after sooo long i kicked a ball.....
cant wait for coming monday la...
my SnW.......

and....seriously i cant wait for the perjumpaan hari raya to finish.......
coz apparently......i doubt it's gonna be fun or whatsoever....
and i just wanna it to be over....
like soooo badly.........

yay!!! at last blogger is workable..
stupido la.....it's been going crazy the last few daes....
anyway...today went for class....
woke up late as usual...lazy bum right...
and my flu got worse la..
and i had dry cough.......was coughin horribly........
i felt sooo irritated la.......
ish-ish-ish.............

school was such a drag...
i dont know since when i started speakin less in class..
soooo unlike me!!!it's ultra uncomfortable la....
so many assignments to do somemore.....like damn shitness la....
i foresee harsher times to come.....
eeks!!!!
i cant wait for weekends(",)

argh!!! i caught the flu bug.......
ish-ish-ish...sick again....
horrible betol....school again tomorrow...
haish........more stressful days to come....
ayayayayaya..........(knocks head)

i want coffeebean apple crumble la.......
*doinks_______
but my craving kaki...is busy at the moment..
so cravings are on hold..
jalan raya has been so called fun for me..
went with the ISE peeps...and it was very the kecoh-rable....
and also at the same time memorable......
it will be the last for us to jalan raya in ITE.....when we are still schooling.....
haish...i'm gonna miss them lots....
they light my school days lots....
despite all the teasing and the bullying....

and this year i think i jalan raya with my babes later on la...
fara and dana are busy with As....
so decided with lyn to do it later........
miss them muchy much lotsy lots la....
hahaha...
and my B...hugs to her too...
theres always halangan to meet up la B....
but i really will meet up with u soon aite...
*huggies.....

whoa...last few days...were soooo extremely tiring...
i had jalan raya with my ISE class peeps.....
and yupz...despite being sick and stuff...still continued....
and it was all better organized this year...
finished jalan raya earlier then last year....yay!!!!
and we did have our fun...cam-whoring like no1 business....
craziness sia........
and i had to endure all those blisters on my feet......
eeks!!! vanity is painful indeed....
but all were worthwhile....
it's like our so called last year jalan raya in ITE education...
so hopefully we can meet up and jalan raya again......
and this year was abit more memorable..
coz suk was there...and seeing the boys joke around was soooo funny la..
suk was being bullied...
poor suk.......

then today...had open house at ganesh's place.......
but met up with aizat...to satisfy cravings first..
it was burger king today!!!!
yummylicious!!!!!!!
catch a movie DOA(dead or alive)......and it was ultra cool...
like mortal combat seh......
the fighting were like sooo shiok la.....
catch that movie okie!!!

after that...walk ard...before meeting adi at khatib..
and off to ganesh's place......
nice place he has....
and the mom is sooo friendly...
cute la the mother....hahaha...
food was also very scrumptious....
hehehe.....i think...by now i've gained lotsa weight again....
so i needta start go exercise again la....
horrible la...never maintain.......

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

well....yesterday was hari raya...
it was just like a normal day to me..
mayb coz my fav cousins from brunei is not here.....
and well...not many houses to visit on the 1st day..
thus excitement was gone.......and just went ahead with the day........
went to visit my nieghbour 1st..then to my grandma's place beside my dad....
saw my newest niece...nafisa.......she has really big eyes....
hehehe....

then off to ang mo kio to my auntie's place........
and yupz...i was greeted with chaotic remarks from my aunties.......
as usual...every year.........
always been teased bout this and that....
and yupz...get to meet my fav abg.......
but he's coming over tomorrow...and im nt at home...coz i'm off jalan raya with frens.....
boohoo!!!and he's going home this saturday..
unfair la!!!
then cant spend time with him....
but heard he's comin back on dec...so hopefully can go out...
after ang mo kio...went to punggol...my uncle's place....
ate kfc!!!! cool crap la...
i miss it sooo much la....
took car with abg...to go to jurong east..
and it was sooo headache la.....ashik termiss exit aje..
hahaha....
damn the cacatz.........but luckily i was smart enough to reach jurong at last...........
and i cant believe la...my luck for raya..
i had a red eye......
and my redlight on the 1st day of raya....
damn horrible can?!?!
bluek..........
yay!!!!! tomorrow jalan raya with my loveable friends!!!!
and suk is following along.....sooo...that is sooo completing deeparaya!!!

i cut my hair alreadi!!!!
yippie doodles!!!
i have bangs now....weeeee!!!
and stupido fad...he was supposed to accompany me and aizat to cut my hair...
and he was extremely late...for 2 bloody hours la!!!
by then i alreadi went off 1st and cut my hair.......
so after tt met him at cck mrt station...
i feel like strangling him.....coz he was late...but he turned the tables round...
he scolded me coz i cut too much of my hair length......
like wth la....
step cam abang aku je.........hahahaha......

then meet the rest at bugis......
but apparently...we took 67 to bugis area.....
and we stop like at the wrong bus stop...thanks to dear aizat........
and we walked-walked...dont know where the hell in tekka were we....
and at last we flagged down a cab......
and i felt safe in the cab.......
eeks...scary-scary place tekka.....especially when there r too many banglas...
not being racist thou...just some of them scares me off with their cheeky smiles and eyes...

ate at victory in kampong glam.........
and the most shocking thing happen...
i thought i was at last moving on.......and forgetting him...
but he just needs to re-appear at the timing.....when i was expecting to have a lovely night with my friends.........
it brought my mood to the lowest level in myself..
i didnt even have a proper break fast...coz i cant bring myself to eat........
and i was soooo quiet for the blooody 1st time.....
haish...........why???
why this...time.....you gotta re-appear......
haish.........

tired body and feet...
squeezed 4 dances today.....i've learnt 4 dances in 1 day..
hahaha......fast learner eh........
met up with one of the publishin companies today in ite tampiness.......
it was damn freaking cool la..
that luke guy is damn hot!!!!
hahaha......
i'm gonna make my way to their company soon.....probably next month or so....
to further discuss the printing and stuff..........

and i went to school late again......
damn horrible rite..
tired la....i was like a zombie.......
rushed to school as fast as i can...
but end up..i never attend any lesson..
skipped my HR...and jus attend a talk in school...
what a horrible slacker....
ish-ish-ish.......
then i forgotten to bring my mp3!!!!
what another bad thing..
coz apparently i cant live without music in my ears.....
so luckily yato is kind enuff to lend hers to me.....till monday that is.....

ooooo!!!!!
i have horribly zits and pimples on my face
due to the bad weather and the dirt in the air......
it makes my face go oily and all pimply!!!
how to look glamourous and pretty on raya like this...
sooo the teruk la........
i have like zillions things to do.......
but with no time!!!
ergh!!!

yay!!!!!
am cutting my hair tomorrow...
despite strong objections from fathi.......
he was NO!!! you are not allowed to cut your hair......
but i find it all messy and unkept......
and i was like arguing with him...
amir also said the same thin.....
but i soooo wanna cut it la......and dont care bout them....hahaha.........
i wanna have bangs again!!!

it was 1st day of school...
thank goodness i managed to wake up feeling fresh.......
eventhou actually i was really tired.......
yupz...but managed to pull myself..
cant wait to start learnin marketing........but my advanced office applications..
is sooo way out of the question...coz rajes is teaching...
and the majority in class...is havgin problems...including me..
i'm gonna be dead!!!
anyway..our course head, mrs heng talk bout the results...
and it seems like 76 students are eligible to apply for poly........
haish........hopefully my clique can make it thru........to poly...
i will miss my clique soooo much....we went thru fights and happy memories together lots...
all those jalan raya....and the forgiving part...and all those crazy moments
i will miss every single moment of it.....

school was okie i guess..
it was really relax.......no studies yet la....
and during the weekends....
i had my break fast outside.....
at the airport...with friends.....and i had the famous satay at the canteen....
it was sooooo yummylicious!!!!smackiglicking good!!!
weeee!!!!
and we had ice cream at the mackies!!!!
i had mcflurry oreo and fries.....
then..... we went to viewing mall...and drool at the facilities and comfort!!!!
and we oogled at tourists.........
what a way to de-stress my self la......
i was laughing with,fathi n fathiah....daddy amy and jajat and kodok......
it was soooo fun la..........
i love everything.......
singlehood rocks!!!!
and fizzow's voice is....melts my heart la...
sooo deep and sexy...
hahaha......
*ding-dong!!!

Just finished revamping alina's dearest blog...
she seriously needta lesson in codes.....and blogs..
hahaha....she was sooo blur in handling it....
but luckily it's changed...
and i added some stuff in it...
like the photoslides....hehehe.....

and i had coffeebean yet again..
this time it was with aizat....
met up for awhile at westmall..after buka..
coz apparently...kak noi wanted some sour plum stuff thingy...
so i needta get tt...and killing two birds with 1 stone...
met up with aizat too..
had a long talk.....waiting for abg to reach workplace.......
and met up with abg for awhile......
bought stuffat 7-11.....
and went home.......
slacking the night again...
and of coz........all those flashbacks...come into my head again....
argh!!!
disturbing............

HAAPY BDAE DARLING NISA!!!!!!
weee!!!!!another year older....and you're 19!!!!
i think both of us...have yet to hit the club together....
we shall go soon okie...hahahaha........

okie-okie...
i think i'm gonna be really busy...
got myself tight again in schecdule.......
i've got malay dance practice since it's nearin hari raya....
tt means there will be a perjumpaan hari raya(hari raya celebrations)...
and its on Nov 4th
i've still got the Operation Rockstar 07....which i'm sort of excited.......
but hopefully this year...i can carry my duties well and committed enough......
*crosses fingers______
i've still have SC and school........
haish...another drag........hahaha...okie i do love school..
coz it's fun place to be...whenever i meet my friends......
but sometimes it's just sooooo hard to wake up in the morning and attend to duties.....
ish.....i shall not promise anymore....
but shall instead push myself...........
and then...........there is work..........i do have an urge to switch jobs...
but currently....the seniors in 7-11 is left with me,kak irda,haida,julia and cheng hoe.......
azry and isa...are busy.........
the rest are newbies........
i dont feel good to quit and switched jobs right this instance........
i dont know whether to stay on or not...
but i've promised myself that if it really got out of control....
and my dear boss,andrew make me work everyday...
i'm gonna quit...hahahaha.........
but i doubt so....he's kinda nice.......never ever scolded me........
hm......*ponders__________

and i've proud to say...
i have such LOVELY FRIENDS!!!!
love them to bits and pieces....
you guys rocks........
thank you for all the care and concern...
the sms-es and the support......
the calls...and the hugs....smiles......everything la....
it just makes me realise.....you guys are soooo treasurable....
hehehehe......
this is all i can say THANK YOU!!!!!!
i've been trying to stand on my two feet...rather slowly..but i am trying.....
eventhou i'm turning to a workaholic.....i will changed for the better...in a positive manner...
and yes...i will take care of myself....especially in terms of sleep and health.....
nomore feeling pessimistic....
butn instead optimistic....i dont wanna be an emo chick...
it aint good for the health.....
and why should i be bothered with problems when i have more positive things to look forward to.......hehehehe......
okie la...dont worry too much bout me......
when i fall...i pick myself up as quickly as possible........
thanks everyone!!!!
*hearts and loves to all........
weeee!!!!

today was another day out at town and geylang..
its the bloody 3RD time i went to geylang...
and i'm nt setting my foot again at that place..
super crowded la...and it gives me the headaches.....
but overall it was fun still....

so today met up with my B....(restria fauziana)
hahaha...i asked her along to go shopping with kak noi too...........
so we went to far east 1st...
to get kak noi's and my shoes.........
hehehehe...kak noi got wedges and so did i....
but anyways i got 2 pairs of shoes....
the 1st pair was with nazreen........
so i think i can use that for raya also...when i have tired feet.....coz the heels are kinda low....
so after getting our shoes..
went to ck tang's to get mummy dearest a present.....
which was a bonia handbag....then....
it was off to geylang..to get kak noi's baju kurung and my auntie's........
i tell you...it was superduper crowded..till like you only moved every 5cm or something.....
and our hands were full of food stuff......
and shopping bags...
tired seh....
luckily i wore slippers...imagine if i wore heels....
i'm gonna be feetless by the end of the day...
tak terlarat la.......

then we took a cab back home.....
yayness!!!it was sooo heavenly to enter the air-conditioned cab..
i just slumped in the cab...and took pics with B.....
we occupied the seats at the side....while our shopping bags were in the middle of both of us....
i feel soooo pampered suddenly....
hahaha........padahal-padahal....it's my sister's money..hehehehe
so.....my raya shopping has ended......
with:
-4 pairs of baju kurung(2 are still at the auntie tailor)
-2 pairs of shoes
-1 handbag
-earrings
-ring
-ooo...i forgotten to get a necklace.......hehehe.....shall get that soon also la....

-i think right,if lyn were to read this...she will be like unfair!!!tak abis2 nana shopping-

Yesterday...met up with my class peeps...
the 10 of us...unfortunately hadah cant make it....
or not it would be 11.......haish..
another time perhaps...
so we met up at orchard and walked to far east.....
booked tables at cahaya....
it was sooo kecoh(chaotic) when we had to place orders 1st...
every1 was like ordering this and that......
asking the uncle there...what is nasi katil la....and whether it comes with a pillow...
goodness la this boys.....
so while waiting for the time to break fast...
all of us the 5 gurls...did window shopping for shoes........
we surveyed the entire far east...
till the boys were lazy to accompany us.....
so we met up later on at cahaya itself...
and while waiting....did all those nonsense thingy...
fian was azan-ing.....way before the time...
then me and yus were complaining of thirst.....
hahaha...and yat was complaining of hunger...
sempat jugak......i washed my eyes..
coz there was this extremely cute-cute-cute!!!!! guy........
then whenever it was time to break fast...
every1 had their food...but me and yus...izzah and fian were the last to get...
thus me and yus were complaining again...
it was damn kecoh.....
and we ate....after waiting for like 10 minutes after buka....
ish-ish-ish..........
stomachs were full...

proceeded to geylang...
coz suk wanted to experience the geylang atmoshpere.....
and ina also wanted to survey baju kurung.......
it was soooo damn hot la at geylang...
i drank twice while walking around.....
met a few of my friends there......
despite all those crowds....
so we walked all over geylang......
sat at mr teh tarik 4awhile..
and make our way back home...
it was sooo fun la.....
hehehehe....
















-while waiting for buke time-

















-the whole gang at geylang-(i was the photographer)
















-me,haisah,yat and marina-



















-me and ina-

Last friday...fara,lyn and me went to my mlay teacher,cikgu kasuma place to break fast....
it was really a fun day for us coz we played with her kids...
and talked all night long....
and to see their smiles on their faces were just soooo lovely....
it make their day and also ours.......
hahaha....
and cikgu's children...eva and adam...
were just soooo manja....and hyper active....
and eva gave each of us (lyn,fara & me) her name sticker......
so now tt sticker proudly pasted on the back of our very own hps......
hehehe.......
i wanna hang out again la...with adam and eva......
alina go plan!!!
quick...i wanna go zoo with them la!!!
hahahaha.....

-alina and fara-













-me and fara(acting retarded)-













-us with cikgu kasuma-













-lil adam and his toy car-













-eva and her stickers-















so yups...cikgu was glad we came.....and it was nice meeting cikgu again...
and her kids had soooo much fun...
including me the big kid myself....
hahahaha!!!

i went out with my 'twin' sis,nazreen this afternoon...
went bugis to go shopping for abit..
got myself a pair of heels at the house of accessories....
and i had a discount...thanks to sis for the 40% discount...
hehehe...save skit budget ku.......

then went to walk around bugis village and bugis junction...
then went to the kampong glam bazaar..
which is a really disappointment..
i sooo prefer going to geylang rather then kampong glam.....
it's soooo way much better and the atmosphere is there...
can shop till you drop......

speaking of which....i went geylang yesterday......
with mommy dearest..
went to shop for my baju raya..
and i had mine at RH fashion....2 pairs at $280 only...
and mom bought the 3rd pair for herself only at $100...
hahaha.........
soooo....all in all..i have 4 pairs of baju raya.......
yay!!!
reached my target this year!!!!
mommy also has like 4 pairs of her own....
tomorrow is the OR meeting...hope it's gonna be okie.........
i cant go coz i will be working...
haish!!!
what a disappointment.........);